Lessee-it’s almost July. Almost my birthday. I’ll be 36, and what? I have absolutely no idea about anything, no certainty, no control, nothing. I sleep all the time, I’m not 1interested in anything, and I really don’t care. I MUSTbe depressed…
O welllll. Here’s what’s happened lately: Saw a band a week last Thursday, partied with Diane late, walked home. Danced a TON to 70’s music & trance at Cohiba a week last Saturday. Saw another band Tuesday, walked home that night too. Saw Batman with Diane Thursday, ate an Indian dinner. Went to a ballgame Friday. Went to Que Sera for Satellite Lounge Saturday, danced some. Played golf Sunday, flew my kite with Glen, had dinner there. I colored my hair tonight. Other than that, sleep, work, TV, online. I’m almost done with the NABT project, all that needs finishing is problems coming back from testing. I’ll start on the PII project soon, so I do have cash flow…maybe. I hate all this monetary uncertainty-one reason why I went fulltime. I messed my back up last week-not as bad as last time, but still annoying.
Anyways. That’s it. I don’t have any deep pronouncements as my birthday approaches, or any plans. I really don’t have a future either. All it is is present right now, and sleep. I had a neat dream this afternoon, where I was jumping from one episode in a timeline to the next-it was very cool to watch it as it unfolded-I wonder if I was the subject, or if it was just an imaginary narrative, or an alternative timeline? Who knows? Well, I have all these thoughts, and one day soon I’ll finally get them down and up on the website. Until then, they’ll stay where they are. Bye…