Changes afoot, and over.

So, here it is, a month later. A lot has happened in the past month-busy at work ended with all of us in Portland getting laid off. Now I’m looking for work. I’ve had a number of interviews and nothing yet-onward, always onward. I’ll get something-I hope soon, because the severance is good, and I would like to double up if possible. Having said that, it’s nice to not have to grind out the 9 to 5 for a bit.

Not much else-played drums for the first time a few weeks ago, sucked at first, but got better by the 3rd song, Back to gamelan too. And practicing my guitar a bit-the Pod is super awesome-tons of great tone and effects, and it plugs into the computer and acts as an audio device-I can listen to videos and play along.

More job stuff, and I got a job at Zoom+care. 6 month contract to hire. Now we go to L.A> and I get severance. The pressure is off, and nothing to do until Jan 4th.

Kids are fine-C has his wisdom teeth coming in, his back hurts, he is struggling at school, M is doing great at school, S is very energetic, E is getting into church stuff.

Thanksgiving was quiet-went to church for dinner. Busy doing the job search thing.

So, so much violence everywhere. I’m sick and sad about it, and despairing for everything.

I’ve had some interesting experiences lately, stuff is happening slowly. I need to work more on that. I’m not worried-it’ll be fine.

Late summer is ending.

I may be on a more frequent posting cycle. woo-hoo! uh, didn’t happen.

Having said that, I don’t have much to say.

Weds.–a health thing-got my results today-my cholesterol is down, but ldl & triglycerides are high-no exercise, basically. My bp is a bit up, too. Same thing. Late home, dinner, S to bed, play a little guitar. To bed late, but I slept all the way to 6:50.
Thurs.-not much.
Fri.-not much. I like leaving a bit early.
Not much over the weekend-we looked for a rolling backpack for C, lunch, home. Church, Sun., libe, the house is relatively clean. Rice cooked oatmeal. To bed early, but woke up with restlessness. Up at the regular time-a little tired. Moving into fall-a little wet out and cool. Easy home-the usual. Left my phone cable at work. Earlyish to bed, more restlessness, up at the usual. Odd not having my phone. Another work day. Ovah-home to do more work on a presentation tomorrow. To bed lateish, woke up. Tired. There was a car crash close by early Tuesday morning-heard the sirens.
Presentation, more stuff to do. Usual-work, home, sleep, rinse, lather, repeat.
Friday-work, home, beer.
Sat.-tidy, drive around, Asian market, shop, home. Sun, church, pastor’s last service, Asian market with C, back to church for party, brought gear, didn’t use it, played drums instead. Destroyed a tooth. Dentist’s at 10 tomorrow. S to bed, listening to gamelan.

Yesterday, today, tomorrow?

Friday, on a meeting. Got things done. Not much else. Home, tired, pizza, S to bed.
Sat.-forgot my charger, off to work to get it-rainy, Back home-shop-got a bag for my qy & pod.
Sun.-church, home & rearrange & clean the boys’ bedroom-water heater inspection this week.
Mon.-very tired, an issue magically fixed itself, fixed another one. Home, dinner, S to bed, hard to get to sleep.
Tues.-tired again. French pressed coffee with creme brulee creamer helps, plus dozing on the bus/train/bus. Working through accomplishments form. Dem debate tonight. So don’t care, other than to see how it plays out-Alternet has a drinking game…Everyone was very nice. C had a debate bingo from 4chan.
Weds.-cat woke me up at 5:30. Bleh.

Not much else these past several days. $$$ is always a problem. We’ll see.

Fall mood is here.

Back to monthly…a lot longer this time. Just snot caring enough to update and post. This happens from time to time.

Late, not able to sleep. Up as usual, got things done, but problems have arisen. One thing left over, but it’s almost done. Didn’t do much-C had a dance Fri and stayed over, E shopped, went to a thing at on of S’s classmates. It was hot. Church Sun., libe, farmer’s market, E was working for the school, drop off pern, S, go to weird art store, Goodwill, shop, pizza place, home., fold laundry, S to bed. So tired-went to bed early. Awoke suddenly to a scream, but nothing more. Late bus, late train b/c of bridge lifts, late bus, late in. And I have to leave early b/c of C’s graduation thing at school. And I missed the bus-had to hoof it fast to the train, super sweaty and my knee wasn’t up for it. Caught the right bus, though, and made it on time. It was sweet, everyone did very well. Dinner and dancing at Cha cha cha after-C stayed and went home with a friend. So, so tired. Went to bed early. Odd dream about being at a kite thing, and some odd earthquake thing where the ground just dropped, and there’s a storm coming. Late bus, train, bus, get to work late. Work, home, S to bed, up. Kids to school, work, school thing, lunch, home, work, dinner. S to bed late, dinner, bed. Odd dream about singing one a show, with weird lyrics on paper and hard to get to. I make the most of it then barf stringy stuff at the end. A church shooting in SC. Home, E got new furniture. Had to take out the old and put the new in, clean up. Pizza for dinner. Lots of traffic in today. Early out, tired. Drive E & M to Pride, home, clean drop off S at friends’, libe, drop off cello in Beaverton, clean up, pick up E & M from Pride, pick up S, go to Pride with S, watch the parade, fountain, home, try to find remote, pick up E, shop, home, tired, to bed early. And now it’s Thursday-so tired Mon., out Tues., but a no go, not much else.

It’s Friday-the Supremes did the right thing and upheld ACA and marriage equality-cue Christian conservatives heads exploding… Black churches are burning again, and people are kicking the rebel flag to the curb-I had one for a looong time, but no more. Busy weekend-had to clean up the house for guests, blah. Very hot-errands Sat, church Sun., E to PWS for a kid’s thing, hung out there with S after church. Very tired-our bedroom is a mess, but the rest of the house is clean-trying to keep it that way. Missed the bus this morning, took another one and was only a little bit late. And now, Thurs. of a short week. Not much happening-the house is staying pretty clean, but we need to clean the bedroom. Tomorrow. And tomorrow turned into next Tuesday. Anyways-helped a friend pull out an ac blower, libe Friday. Cleaned the bedroom Sat., friends visited, fireworks up the hill. Church Sun, very tired at work Mon. Listened to the new Veruca Salt album and some weird goth-y thing from ’97. S is being a pain, and laughing evilly about it. Our cats are now outdoor cats. (and one has left for good)

The week is gone, another one started-not much-shopping, church. It’s cooler. The boys are staying up late and sleeping in late.

And now it’s October. Fall is here, the tempo of my life is largely unchanged. C is in high school and disliking the workload-he’s a 4chan maven now, S is in 2nd grade, everyone is much the same. E got a big new tattoo and promptly got a skin infection. M is struggling with teenagerdom. I got a neat new guitar toy and am playing more. Haven’t been to gamelan, and missed a whole recording cycle. I have a bunch of links and listening to’s, but it makes my posts very long. Mass shootings and Trump make me tired. My parents bailed on a visit. My uncle died. Got a new phone and a coffee press. We went to the Sanders rally at the Rose Garden. The new Max line opened, and I’m sitting on an exercise ball at work. Interesting dreams and a falling asleep thing. We quit the UU church and are going to the local UCC church. E’s getting a ministry thing going. I’m a Christian, but a Steiner one. C wants to play bass-I need to get him one of the toys I got or we’ll deafen the neighbors.

Links:

Capitalism Has Failed UsWe are in a revolutionary momentLook What Austerity Does to a Child’s BrainExile on Main StreetMagical Mystery Tour of American AusterityWhy Are Americans So Easy to Manipulate and Control?Flipping the ScriptThou Shalt Not KillThe Geopolitics of American Global DeclinePowerful Forces Behind Rampant Intellectual DishonestyReclaiming SocialismTrickle-down’s middle-class massacreWho Is Next to Lead America’s Enemies List?Orwell, Huxley and the Scourge of the Surveillance StateRebels, Visionaries and ‘Wages of Rebellion’Enjoying the Low Life?When slavery won’t diePrivacy Is Freedom“Why Grow Up?”Reaganomics killed America’s middle classTen Numbers the Rich Would Like FudgedWhy Are Americans So Easy to Manipulate and Control?

And here we go again.

OK, this time I’ll actually get to posting more than twice a month. I say that every time. And of course, it didn’t happen. Not that it makes any difference-I use this primarily as a memory aid and a link farm.

C’s birthday Mon.-didn’t do much. I like my family a lot. Obama is visiting today and tomorrow-the forecast is for really, really bad traffic. I’m leaving early today. Worked from home Fri. Our car is on its last legs-we looked at new ones Sat., got a decent interest rate. New church Sun, E & M to Avengers, shop, failed with Mother’s Day gift. Miserable Mon., dentist’s Tues., got my new crown. Bought a car Thurs., Fri, Sat., E went out with friends’, church Sun., contentious meeting.
And the week has gone by, again. Letterman retired, watching the last show. Early Fri., hanging out. Cleaning, Sat., shop for C’s trip, church Sun., E drove C to trip Mon., pretty quiet. House is pretty clean, put up a screen on the front door, neighbors are getting evicted, woke up to something going on outside-police loudspeaker, didn’t go out to investigate… and it’s Thurs., busy, C at Outward Bound, E going away this weekend, busy Sat coming up. And it went pretty well-ran errands with S, took C to a friends’, took S and friend to playtime, picked them up, church Sun, picked up C then E’s friends’ son, back home. So, so, so tired Mon., worked from home Tues., picked up E from church. Quiet Weds., got dog poop on my shoe.

Links:

The Nightmarish Future for American Jobs and Incomes Is HereHow to revive the American DreamWhite America’s Greatest DelusionThe Real Divide in AmericaThe Big Picture: 10 Ideas to Save the EconomyYou Cannot Be a Republican and a ChristianRise of the GOP’s Culture-War ZombiesA Nation of SnitchesThe Secret History of American ReligionWatch Robert Reich Completely Lay To Rest, Once And For All, A Key Gop Talking Point, How We Can Stop the Oligarchs’ Onslaught to Take Control of EverythingThe GOP’s Food Stamp HypocrisyDebunking the “Nation of Takers” MythRobert Scheer and Chris Hedges on the Military-Industrial-Intelligence Complex, US Democracy in Serious DeclineThe U.S. On The Edge of RebellionThe Pathology of the Rich White Family7 Things People Who Say They’re ‘Fiscally Conservative But Socially Liberal’ Don’t UnderstandLiberalism Fails Against Racism, Inequality and State TerrorismThe Happiness IndustryOur Mania for Hope Is a CurseJesus Is a Political PrisonerScience Proves the Government Doesn’t Give a Shit About YouThe Corporate Assault on Public EducationWhy Millions of Americans Feel Like They Have No Power Over Their LivesNeoliberalism Has Created New System of Dual Citizenship for the Poor and the 1%You’ve Been ScammedAre Americans Too Stupid For Democracy?Why Americans Know So Much About Sports But So Little About World AffairsThe Pathology of the Rich White FamilyAmerica’s Mania for Positive Thinking and Denial of Reality Will Be Our Downfall, The Worst of All Possible WorldsDelusionary Thinking in WashingtonThe 6 Economic Facts of Life in America That Allow the Rich to Run off with Our WealthWhatever Happened to Antitrust?Karl Marx Was RightThe Fascinating Differences Between the Conservative and Liberal Personality

Listening to:

Aphex Twin, Simple Minds, insanic4, Bhagavad Gita, Gamelan Orchestra of the Yogyakarta Royal Palace, Tchaikovsky, Frank Zappa, Pat Metheny, Akashic Crow’s Nest, David Bowie, The Orb, Bauhaus, Adrian Belew, Mickey Hart, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Art Of Noise, Flaming Lips, Steve Roach, Robert Fripp, chen zimbalista/oron schwartz, Kansas, Jefferson Starship, Allan Holdsworth, Shakti, Peter Gabriel, Brian Eno, Tuxedomoon, Drepung Tehor Khangtsen, Master Musicians of Jajouka, Tool, KMFDM, Fiona Apple, Aphex Twin, Brooklyn Rider, Frank Zappa, Amorphous Androgynous, attack attack attack, Brannan Lane, Benedictine Monks of Santo Domingo de Silos, Throbbing Gristle, Albert Ortega, Al Di Meola, Bruford Levin Upper Extremities, John Lennon, Ludwig van Beethoven, Hole, Thomas Dolby, Brian Eno – David Byrne, Kate Bush, Yoshikazu Iwamoto, Steve Roach & Loren Nerell, Constance Demby, R.E.M., Genesis, Greg Baumont, Smashing Pumpkins, Jimi Hendrix, K.M. Krebs, Brahms, Djinnestan, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Gus Gus, Bhagavad Gita, Anne Clark, Beck, Renaldo & The Loaf, Steve Roach, Residents, Todd Rundgren, The Pretenders, Bhagavad Gita, Jane’s Addiction, Philip Glass, Legendary Pink Dots, Megadeth, Debussy, Craig Padilla, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Peter Gabriel, Disturbed, Art Of Noise, Bhagavad Gita, Earth Sounds, art bears, Mozart, Gentle Giant, Aphex Twin, Peter Gabriel, The Future Sound of London, Gamelan, Steve Roach, Village of Ketewel, Kronos Quartet, Harold Budd & Brian Eno, Genesis, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, The Chemical Brothers, Touch 33, mystified, Nine Inch Nails, J. S. Bach, Karawitan, Eno, Brian & David Byrne, David Hudson, Future Sound of London, Gamelan Semar Pegulingan, Mystified, Constance Demby, Amorphous Androgynous, Steve Reich, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Emergency Broadcast Network, George Harrison, Japan, Megadeth, Tool, Bhagavad Gita, Jean-Luc Ponty, The Upsetters, Peter Gabriel, Brian Eno – David Byrne, bill douglas, c. krumov, Centrozoon, Rage Against The Machine, Benedictine Monks of Santo Domingo de Silos, Eno-Byrne, Shostakovich, mystified, Tori Amos, Gamelan Mitra Kusuma, Cult, Todd Rundgren, Michael Stearns, Daniel Lanois

 

Spring, and a spring cold.

Late in-late bus=late train=missed bus=walk to work. NP-got my taxes done, short a bit.  Same on the way home. Dinner, to bed. Lather, rinse, repeat. At least it’s Friday.
Sat.-tidy, libe, visit a friend’s, shop, dinner. Watching the Towering Inferno. Sun-church, shop, watched Poseidon Adventure. Dinner, S to bed. Up Mon., same ol’…, and it’s Friday. Not much-lunch & go-kart Tues., church potluck Weds. And now Mon. Church yesterday-chose a new minister. Dentist today, running around with the wife-got a new hat. Baltimore is in flames. Surprised we haven’t seen much more of this across the country.
And now Thurs. broke my temp crown last night, had a phone interview that was good, but messed up circumstances. Got the new temp crown in. Lazy Sat., May Faire at PWS, dr’s, shop, froyo. Church Sun., bus home, with a stop at the farmer’s market and the like. E went to WA to get desks. Car trouble. Easy in, feeling sick, sore throat. Same thing Tues. A bit better today-I seem to have a cold. Missing a gamelan gig for the first time in 5 1/2 years. The pres. is in town tomorrow and Fri.
Bernie Sanders is running for Pres. This is a good thing. OK. Time to wrap this up-nothing else to say.

This is pretty cool: Your life on earth, What is the Monkeysphere?

Links:

If Inequality Worries Republicans, Why Do They Keep Making It Worse?How the Federal Reserve Is Destroying Your Economic FuturePaul Krugman Dismantles Crazy Conservative EconomicsUS Workplaces Are Hostile to FamiliesNew Data Says 49.7 Million Are Now PoorState Terrorism and Racist Violence in the Age of DisposabilityThe Continuing Depopulation of DetroitMore Nails in the Coffin of the Middle ClassEntitlements are Bankrupting America. But the Rich Keep Taking Them.The Crimes of OthersWhy Millions of Americans Feel Like They Have No Power Over Their LivesThe Rich Are Not Entitled to Bankrupt the United StatesExperts Warn of “Cataclysmic” Changes as Planetary Temperatures RiseRise of the New Black RadicalsWhy the GOP Hasn’t (Yet) Paid For Its March to the RightPaul Krugman Blasts Right-Wing ‘Truthers’ Who Refuse to Admit They Were Wrong . . . About AnythingThe Real Reason So Many Americans Feel So PowerlessEconomist says U.S. inequality reaching “spectacular” heightsIs Democracy As We Know It Unraveling?My Country Is a Horror ShowWhy America’s Economy Is an Utter DisasterGlobal Temperature Records Just Got Crushed AgainUS Tops for Income Inequality and Incarceration, but Near Bottom for National HealthMake the Rich PanicThe Real Reason Inequality Is Widening and Average Working Americans Can’t Gain GroundOur Ayn Randian DystopiaThe One Percent’s Greed Is Literally Killing Our ChildrenDisposable Futures: Critique of ViolenceThe New Corrupt Elite That Is Running Our EconomyThe Serious Steps We’re Going to Have to Take to Share the WealthLiberalism’s Failures in a Time of Increasing Violence, Racism, Inequality and State TerrorismThe Laffer Swerve

 

Listening to:

Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Alastair Galbraith, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, C.P. McDill, Penguin Cafe Orchestra, Satomi Saeki And Alcvin Takegawa Ramos, Frank Zappa, gamelan, Jeff Beck, Alice in Chains, Bangles, Frank Zappa, Bhagavad Gita, bosto, Tibetan Monks, Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross, Primus, Tori Amos, Mannfred Mann’s Earth Band, Brand X, Steve Roach, Pink Floyd, Gamelan, David Isaacs, Tuxedomoon, Shakti, The Aphex Twin, Darshan Ambient, Rush, Tuu, Frank Zappa, The Jimi Hendrix Experience, Peter Gabriel, Rage Against The Machine, Tori Amos, Indian classical, The police, Genesis, The White Stripes, KMFDM, Chris Breemer, Steve Roach with Vidna Obmana, Primus, Veruca Salt, Vidna Obmana, Debussy, William Orbit, Pink Floyd, Schumann, Brian Eno, Allan Holdsworth, Peter Gabriel, Gil Scott-Heron, Gamelan Mitra Kusuma

Spring and Easter, renewal and…Hillary?

Hillary Clinton threw her hat in the ring, as well as a few GOP asshats. Hillary will make a fine president, but Bill as First Lady??? I hope he has a nice cocktail dress.

Spring has been nice-some sun, some rain. A good kite friend died suddenly. Tax day-need to finish up.

A nice lazy Saturday. Dropped off C at a friends’, Burgerville, shopping, home. New church Sun., picked up C, more shopping after a nap. M is back at school, S & C are off. S has new skates. Easy in Mon., not much else. Work, easy home, E & S saw Cinderella with S’s teacher, S went home with her, E loved it. Not much else, laundry, cat box. In Tues., work, home, dinner, laundry, S to bed, messing with the QY on the way home. Weds., much the same so far. Same with Thurs. and Fri. Went to church on Thurs. night. Now it’s Sat. Clean up, get E glasses, shop. Home, dinner, stuff, bed. Sun.-Easter. Keeping the house clean.

Now Mon. up and the usual. In a meeting. Home, dinner, S to bed. Dreamed about being in the front row at a U2 show. Easy in, payday. And now Weds., S had a spacer fitted. My new doc is only in Scappoose-back to the drawing board. The house is staying clean!

And now it’s Thurs. whoopee. And now Sat. I actually don’t have much cleaning to do. And now Mon. Church yesterday, shopping for bible covers Sat., the house is still mostly clean.
Again, things are repetetetetive…dreamed about a guy tossing around a RC bomb, trying to get rid of it. Missed my bus Tues. pm, had to wait, and go, and just missed another, and go, and hang out at the library, and go.

Links:

How Our Vengeful Society Destroys Vulnerable PeopleRepublicans Are Running A Con Game On AmericaYou Owe Us, CorporationsFear Is the Biggest Threat to Our Democracy9 Things Many Americans Just Don’t GraspLong Dead Economist’s Theories Proven RightNo One Is Free Until All Are FreeWhy the 99 Percent Keeps Losing7 of the Biggest Reasons America Is ScrewedHelp Make a Political RevolutionCriminalizing PovertyIt’s Time to Talk About the Next SystemThe Rich Don’t Work AnymoreTerrorism, Violence, and the Culture of MadnessThe Scourge of Dependency and Globalization in the CaribbeanThe American people are cluelessMaking a Mockery of the American DreamHow the 1 Percent Always WinsYou Cannot Be a Republican and a ChristianWhy I left the GOPPlutocracy the First Time AroundJesus’ radical politicsHow The 1 Percent Stays On TopHow America Became an Oligarchy‘Christian’ Hypocrisy at Its FinestReport finds 44 percent of U.S. children live in low-income families‘Christian America’: Corporate invention or founding fathers’ vision?The hidden tricks of powerful persuasion, Following Jesus Means Being Political and Advocating for “The Least of These”As the Country Falls Apart, It’s Time for Our RevolutionJust How ‘Socially Advanced’ Is the U.S.?Scapegoat Economics 2015Where the White People LiveOur coming theocratic hellWelcome to the Tipping PointThe War on Terrorism Targets Democracy Itself“Exceptional” Slowdown of the Gulf Stream From Greenland MeltA Nation’s ShameI Give America 75 Years… 100 at Most

 

Listening to:

Earth, Mystified, Einstuerzende Neubauten, Peter Gabriel, Brian Eno, Karawitan, Bhagavad Gita, The Melevi Ensemble, Bhagavad Gita, Mekons, Henry Cow, Sneaker Pimps, Djinnestan, Thomas Dolby, The Flaming Lips, Afrika Bambaataa, Anne Clark, Sea Horse Trading, Karawitan, R Carlos Nakai, Samuel Barber, Audioslave, Filter, Rush, Jefferson Starship, Lili De La Mora, Steve Roach & Vidna Obmana, return to forever, David Salvage, Brannan Lane, Harry Partch, Marilyn Manson, Lezrod, Lee Perry and “The Upsetters”, Alastair Galbraith, Brian Eno – David Byrne, Brian Eno, Silverchair, Nirvana, Peter Gabriel, Nadja Salerno-S onnenberg, The Orb, Dead Can Dance, Brainscapes, Matmos, cameleo manic beat, Dennis Brown, Mystified, attack attack attack, Curved Air, The Jimi Hendrix Experience, mystified, Philip Glass, Steve Roach, Marco Lucchi, mystified, Blue Oyster Cult, Philip Glass, Gentle Giant, Frank Zappa, Steve Roach, Grace Jones, Loren Nerell, Frank Zappa, Nina Gordon, Tori Amos, R.E.M., The Residents, Bulgarian State Radio & Television Female Vocal Choir, Jefferson Starship, Tori Amos, Thomas Dolby, The Chemical Brothers, The Umma Project, Addis Ababa Children  & The Upsetters, Todd Rundgren, The Pretenders, Todd Rundgren’s Utopia, Veruca Salt, Touch 33, Steve Winwood, Soundgarden, R Carlos Nakai, art bears, Al Di Meola, Peter Gabriel, Philip Glass, Harold Budd, Mozart, Collection, Sea Horse Trading, Pink Floyd, Nebula Drone, Thomas Dolby, Amorphous Androgynous, Brian Eno, Larajii, The Aphex Twin, Brand X, Mevlevi Sufi, Tao Te Ching, Drepung Tehor Khangtsen, Funkadelic, Camel, adrian juarez, Genesis, Heart, Bill Bruford, Greg Baumont, Steve Miller Band, The Residents, Christophe Willibald Gluck, Cedric Peyronnet , Charlie Parker, David Canright, Steve Roach, Laurie Anderson, Smashing Pumpkins, Frank Zappa, Mahavishnu Orchestra, Veruca Salt, Gordon Hempton, Penguin Cafe Orchestra, Brian Eno, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Jenny Bird, Grand Mixer D.ST., Black Uhuru, forma, Zakir Hussain, Guess Who, The Art Of Noise, Oregon, Brainscapes, Melvins, Pere Ubu, Bunny Scott, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Bhagavad Gita, u2, Philip Glass, Primus

 

Spring is here, right on time.

And the big question is: will I post more than once a month? Maybe.
So the weekend was: late Fri., shop with S Sat-libe, got my QY, a case, food, rechargables, bound the manual, dropped off  C at a classmates’, walked the mall & the Evil Empire with E. Sun: church, picked up C, food shop with M, S to bed. Day off tomorrow-dentist’s, school reenrollment.
So, busy Mon.-take kids to school, dentist, shop, pick up S, quick lunch, reenrollment, puck up C & classmate, home, shop, cook dinner, S to bed, to bed.
Up today, on time. Got stuff done but not completed. Easy home, dinner, E made ravioli lasagna, S to bed, she drew poop on our comforter. To bed, up, to work early. Work, home, lather, rinse, repeat.

Links:

Listening to:

Brakhage, Philip Glass, Thomas Dolby, Anonymous 4, Allan Holdsworth, bill bruford, Eno-Byrne, Beck, Jeff Beck, Supercharger, Harry Partch, Jonn Serrie, The Residents, ZZ Top, Touch 33, Hole, Bhagavad Gita, Godspell, Yes, Tori Amos, Robert Fripp and Brian Eno, Alastair Galbraith, Aphex Twin, Babe The Blue Ox, Rage Against The Machine, Pink Floyd, Steve Roach, Dead Can Dance, Peter Gabriel, Giles Reaves, Rush, Giray Gürkal, Peter Gabriel, Alexei Borisov, Steve Roach, The Residents, Gamelan, Residents, The Orb, Allan Holdsworth, Herb Ernst, steve bradley, spoonPhase, Melvins, Japan, Nina Gordon, Century of Aeroplanes, resfilter, Brenda Hutchinson, Philip Glass, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Gamelan Orchestra of the Yogyakarta Royal Palace

Gems from the Equinox.

Today is the equinox-one of the balance points of the year. I should do something for it-need to figure out what that is. Same for the solstices.
Been slacking on frequent postings. Not that it matters, I don’t think anyone’s following me. I have lots for twitter, where I post from the electronic poet every work day. As an overview, nothing earthshaking going on-some work pluses, like extra $$$, E is in a bad place, the kids are much the same. Not doing anything with anything, but I bought a music thing that might change this. I’m taking a break from Steiner, but my brain keeps chugging along, even if I’m not doing the exercises. Once E gets back on an even keel, I want to do a spring clean.
Another day-on time. A big thing, no resolution. Home, cook dinner, S to bed, TV until bed. Sleep, more of the same. Yeah, whatever. And now SQL tuning. Whoopee, no $, no gas, no gamelan. The usual, again. And again. 2 meetings, and destruction of bank balance. $500 over what we had. I now have no money for any extras.
And of course, several days have elapsed. Memorial service, different church, new to me clothes. Payday, extra, bonus today, and it’s still a struggle. Watched C’s 8th grade play-he played Proteus in Two Gentlemen of Verona. He did very well.
Another day, Weds., E is struggling. And now Thurs. And now Fri. And now Mon. Shopped Sat-picked up my amp, bought some shoes and stuff. E had a diverticulitis attack early Sun AM, so we went to the ER at 6 and came home about 2. So, so tired, even now. Train mess downtown. Easy home, tired, dinner, S to bed, house is pretty clean. Trying to maintain, S to bed, E to bed early. C is getting new glasses. Venezuela is falling apart. Work, school meeting, shopping, dinner, bed. Up again, a guy barfed on the bus. Busy, meeting, home, C is struggling with creative writing. Archer. Easy in, made the early bus, S got up early. My QY came, but no one was home. M is on spring break. And so it goes.

Links:

Here’s How the World as We Know It Will Probably End, Christian fundamentalists are driving our country into the Dark AgesHigher Education and the Promise of Insurgent Public MemoryAmerican democracy is doomedWhat Trickle-Down Economics Has Done to the USWe Need to Relearn That We’re a Part of NatureHow Globalization Is Making Human Life MiserableThe Intellectual as Servant of the StateDomestic Military Expansion Spreads Through the US, Ignites DissentWhy Obama’s attack on privacy is so historicAlarm Bells Toll For Human CivilizationA Sea of People Fighting for Water in Sao PauloThe Myth Destroying AmericaLiberation and Enslavement in the Same ToolWelcome To the New Corporate FeudalismHand-Wringing Over BacteriaWhere You Live Says A Lot More About You Than You’d ThinkWe Have a Bunch of Debauched Intellectuals Managing the American EmpireRationalizing LunacyHow Big Corporations Are Systematically Screwing Us OverWhy Aren’t Americans Feeling the U.S. Economy’s Improvements?How to Die of DumbLibertarians Are Clueless About the ‘Free Market’ That They WorshipHas America Become a PTSD Nation?The Whoredom of the LeftWatch the 4 Minute Video that Breaks Down How Reagan Destroyed AmericaOur Plunder of Nature Will End Up Killing Capitalism and Our Obscene Lifestyles3 Biggest Myths Blinding Us to Economic TruthIs This Country [the U.S.] Crazy?The Cost of Paying AttentionHow Low Will They Go?The terrible loneliness of growing up poor in Robert Putnam’s America8 Reasons Young Americans Don’t Fight Back, Why Ayn Rand’s Economic Disciples Are Dead Wrong About the DollarThe Most Brazen Rip-Off Ever? 3 Ways Humans Create PovertyBig Business And Christianity9 Industries That Scare You Into Buying Things You Don’t NeedThe Erasure of US History Starts in TexasThe ‘Long Peace’ Is Not Upon UsA Blueprint for Ending WarYour Lack Of Insight And Compassion Make You UglyAmericans are enslaved by the economic system of a dependent wealthy, America’s Eternal and Insane Meltdowns Over MusicThe One Comic That Explains Just How Screwed America IsWhy Americans Are Screwed and Europeans Are NotBecause I’m a Conservative4 Numbers That Prove America Is a Deeply Messed-Up PlaceThe 3 Biggest Myths Blinding Us to the Economic TruthIn Our Horrifying Future, Very Few People Will Have Work or Make MoneyHigher Education and the Politics of DisruptionIgnorant AmericaEuropean Allies Are Declaring Their Independence from Irresponsible U.S.Religion, Racism & the Consequences of Republican PolicyWe Need a New Economic Model Because the Current Model Is Falling ApartHow Americans Are Brainwashed to Fear Exactly the Wrong ThingsThe New American OrderThe Increasing Concentration of Capital Precludes DemocracyThe Return to MedievalismDrugs, Kiddie P*rn, Murder For Hire, And The Death Of The ‘Free Market’ FantasyCan American Democracy Survive Against Rising Political Corruption and Privatization?

 

Listening to:

Gordon Hempton, Veruca Salt, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Genesis, The Upsetter, Frank Zappa, Bauhaus, Rage Against The Machine, Todd Rundgren, Fred Frith, Adam And The Ants, Afrika Bambaataa, STSI Denpasar, Al Gromer Khan, Harold Budd & Brian Eno, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Jefferson Starship, Turkish Music, Pink Floyd, Steve Roach, Bhagavad Gita, attack attack attack, Jeff Beck, Peter Gabriel, Captain Beefheart & His Magic Band, Daniel Lanois, Jethro Tull, Art Of Noise, Peter Gabriel, Toots & The Maytals, Philip Glass, Mickey Hart, Material, Deftones, Philip Glass, Prokofiev, Black Sabbath, Philip Glass, cameleo manic beat, Ravi Shankar, Allan Holdsworth, The Clash, attack attack attack, Bill Bruford, Gentle Giant, Cedric Peyronnet , Thomas Dolby, Michael Stearns, Jeff Beck, Melvins, Blitzen Trapper, Gaden Shartse Monastery, insanic4, Blue Tribe, Hooverphonic, The Residents, mloski, Brian Parnham (with Steve Roach), steve roach, Harold Budd & Brian Eno, Veruca Salt, Amorphous Androgynous, R. Carlos Nakai, Akashic Crow’s Nest, Led Zeppelin, David Canright, Genesis, Todd Rundgren, Frank Zappa, Gabrielle Roth and The Mirrors, Peter Gabriel, Harold Budd, Brian Eno, Aerosmith, The Clash, Constance Demby, Beck, Shubert, Dead Can Dance, Brand X, Arcticology, Björk, Darshan Ambient, Robert Fripp, Steve Roach, E. Cook, Constance Demby, 311, Brian Eno – David Byrne, u2, attack attack attack, The Jimi Hendrix Experience, Alex Young, Tibetan Book of the Dead, Robert Fripp, C. Reider, Harold Budd & Brian Eno, Tchaikovsky, Philip Glass, Phillip Wilkerson, Brian Eno – David Byrne, Rage Against The Machine, Rush, Charles Mingus, tilia & miuk, Robert Fripp and Brian Eno, Art Of Noise, Steve Roach, Dead Can Dance, Ludwig van Beethoven, Jethro Tull, Rush, Anugama, Joy Division, Berlin, Aphex Twin, Brian Eno, Bob Marley, Steve Roach, R. Carlos Nakai, Touch 33, Mark Knopfler, 311, Andy Summers & Robert Fripp, David Sylvian, Steely Dan, Sivan Silver, Gil Bargung, Babe The Blue Ox, Gentle GIant, Allan Holdsworth, Collection, Bleep, Bitplasma Division, Charlie Haden/Pat Metheny, Skinny Puppy, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Rush, Fiona Apple, Prokofiev, Eno, Brian & David Byrne, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, mystified, David Sylvian, Sugarloaf, John Coltrane, Vidna Obmana, Juluka, Dimitris, The Smashing Pumpkins, Pat Benatar, Brendan Kinsella, Primus, Anugama, Tibetan Book of the Dead, Aerosmith, art bears , Steve Roach, Jeffrey Fayman & Robert Fripp, Hawkwind, Thomas Dolby, The Flaming Lips, Afrika Bambaataa, Anne Clark, He Said Omala, Karawitan, R Carlos Nakai, Samuel Barber, Audioslave, Filter, Rush, Jefferson Starship, Lile De La Mora, Steve Roach & Vidna Obmana, return to forever, David Salvage, Brannan Lane, Harry Partch, Marilyn Manson, Lezrod, Lee Perry and “The Upsetters”, Alastair Galbraith, Brian Eno – David Byrne, Jerry Sroka, Billy Thorpe, Touch 33, Mannfred Mann’s Earth Band, Pink Floyd, Andy Summers & Robert Fripp, Tao Te Ching

 

A quick turnaround…

I guess I’m working this weekend-something needs fixing. Easy home, to school for C’s project presentation-he did very well. Another girl melted down-felt sorry for her. Home, up late. Found where things changed, now to find out what. Lazy, worked, cleaned, M and I shopped.Dinner, S to bed, worked late. To church, lunch, home, a bit more work. Tired, want to nap. Didn’t, dinner, S to bed, more work, to bed, S spilled a cup in her sleep, up on time, late bus, late train=walking to work.

Links:

Inhale, exhale.

Actually slept most the night, with chemical assistance, got to work on time too. Turned something around quick, finishing up something else, a bunch of other things. Home, C had a copying thing to do. hard to get S to sleep.
Up, cold, late in, stuff. Pay bills, and stuff.  Home, hang out, dinner, S to bed, TV, bed.
Up, to work. Work. This is getting repetetititive. Paid an old traffic ticket before I get my license suspended-just under the wire. Holding my breath until the reward comes in.
OK. From work, to home, hang out, again, no gas, no $$$, no gamelan. S to bed, again, she didn’t want to fall asleep. And Thursday is the same as Weds…and Friday is the same as Thurs…except for a dentist’s visit to get a crown glued in.

Links:

Listening to:

Tosca, Lisa Gerrard, The Pura Paku Alaman Yogyakarta, Melvins , Hardo Budoyo ensemble of Wono Giri, Kronos Quartet, Steve Roach, Steve Roach, J.S. Bach, Anne Dudley, Peter Gabriel, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Steve Roach, Thanos Chrysakis, Dockta Valkus, Philip Glass, The Art Of Noise, the Art of Noise, Amorphous Androgynous, KMFDM, Hawkwind, Harold Budd, Brian Eno, Earth Ear, Peter Gabriel, Beck, gamelan, Tool, Brian Parnham (with Steve Roach), Gary Numan, Peter Gabriel, Michael Stearns, R. Carlos Nakai, Librivox, J. S. Bach, dominatrix, Brannan Lane, Anugama, The Upsetter, Steve Reich, Bangles, Charlie Parker, David Sylvian, Veruca Salt, Genesis, Gamelan Orchestra of the Yogyakarta Royal Palace, Melvins, Aphex Rock, The Upsetters, Bhagavad Gita, attack attack attack, A Beautiful Machine, Lavrenty Mganga, Tool, Satomi Saeki And Alcvin Takegawa Ramos, Peter Gabriel, Renaldo and the Loaf, Bhagavad Gita, Philip Glass, Henry Wolff and Nancy Hennings, Frank Zappa, Bill Bruford, Brian Eno, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Einstuerzende Neubauten, david byrne, Veruca Salt, Sneaker Pimps, Yes, Frank Zappa, Japan, Tao Te Ching, The Residents, R.E.M., Rage Against The Machine, Dockta Valkus, Gil Scott-Heron, The Future Sound Of London, attack attack attack, Curved Air, Anugama, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Robert Fripp, Built to Spill, Gil Scott-Heron, Babe The Blue Ox, The Crystal Method, Peter Gabriel, Soundwalk , Earth, Steve Reich, Gyudmed Tantric Monastery, Steve Roach, Peter Gabriel, Coyote Oldman, Babe The Blue Ox, Brand X, Radiohead, gamelan, Brainscapes, Harold Budd & Brian Eno, Dead Can Dance, Skinny Puppy, Morphine, John Lennon, Philip Glass

Early spring???

Another work day-up earlyish, Easy in, going down the rabbit hole, waiting to see what the reward for the pain is…and it got postponed until tomorrow. Another meeting. Got stuff done, but not enough. Home, yummy dinner, S to bed late, Archer.
Lost all my edits-rrrrr.
Easy in on Fri., meeting, the reward is: decent, not 100%, or even 75%, but enough to pay bills, get a few things, and save some. Raise was OK, not enough to put me at parity, or even enough to keep up with inflation…but I have a decent job.
Sat was lazy, libe, shop, lunch at Son of a Biscuit-overly yummy. I was stuffed and a little sick. S to bed, up late watching Lucy-a good movie, good ideas, a little thing and derivative-the end was the best part, like 2001. Imagine what Kubrick would do with modern filmic technology.
Sun-church, meeting, shop, libe, home. Dinner, quite tired, hard to get S to sleep. Trying to figure out how to allocate funds. To bed on time.

Links:

Listening to:

Babe The Blue Ox, Peter Gabriel, gamelan, Purcell, Brainscapes, Hooverphonic, Romeo Void, Constance Demby, French Frith Kaiser Thompson, Peter Gabriel, Michael Stearns, Cult, Gamelan, The Art Of Noise, Kodàly and Janàcek, Brooklyn Rider, Michael Shrieve & Steve Roach, Daniel Lanois, Al Gromer Khan, KMFDM, Peter Gabriel, Enya, Henry Wolff and Nancy Hennings, Babe The Blue Ox, Tao Te Ching, Beck, Deftones, Peter Gabriel, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Lagrima, ZZ Top, Glass, Philip, Bhagavad Gita, Satomi Saeki And Alcvin Takegawa Ramos, aodl, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Dutilleux, Jenny Bird, Constance Demby, Anne Clark, Eno-Byrne, Primus, Peter Gabriel, Art Of Noise, Adrian Belew, Philip Glass, mystified, Japan, Allan Holdsworth, Todd Rundgren, Mike Oldfield, Diamanda Galas, Alan Holdsworth, Smashing Pumpkins, Benedictine Monks of Santo Domingo de Silos, Grateful Dead, Can, Piotr Ilyitch Tchaikovsky , Tony Levin, Dream Syndicate

A Quiet Week (so far)

I’m hoping to get this one out tomorrow-we’ll see.

Things are compressing a bit, I’ve been slacking and tired. At least the house is tidy, and the Christmas decorations are put away. It’s been unseasonably warm lately.

Interesting dream last night-trying to get my car fixed and oddities. Another one, but I don’t remember. E had a bad dream.

Fun getting to work-a train was dropping off cars. We sat for 1/2 hour, then the bus driver pulled a U. Fun, that, but I was late in. Got the work thing finally done, but I forgot a thing I printed out for E. Got home, tidy, went to Dollar Tree and Office Max to get stuff and print out the stuff I forgot.

S to bed, but played a lot-she didn’t get to sleep until late. Watched a bit of Person of Interest, then bed. Cats were around, S woke up early, which messed me up. That and I have a sore throat.

Work was work-slowly getting stuff done. Easy home, but late. Out of gas and money, so no gamelan. S to bed late, C at a classmates’ for the night.

Links: 

Listening to:

Mozart, Suspended Memories, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, The Residents, David Hudson, The B-52’s, Roger Eno, Gultskra Artikler, David Salvage, Vidna Obmana, Peter Gabriel, Black Sabbath, Peter Gabriel, Veruca Salt, Blue Tribe, fIREHOSE, Art Of Noise, Sly & Robbie, Who, Frank Zappa, David Canright, Neil Young, insanic4, Black Sabbath, cameleo manic beat, Ravi Shankar

Time flies

At home, on a Monday. Something seems wrong about this…but I can’t do more than 5 minutes on my feet, so I guess it’s OK. Got sick early Sunday, Sat. was spent driving around getting stuff. Recovering Monday, and into Tuesday. Work a bit too, took kids to school.
Dreamed about driving a low, small, fast car, chased by people who want it. Hide it in a school, go into the barn and talk about getting a paddock built. Back to a venue where a concert is packed. I get in the back and talk about logistics.
So tired, headache-skipped gamelan, got pizza, collapsed. Dreamed about being in the 1023 apartment, but done up by Rehab Addict. Up, S got up, made her sad, late in, getting stuff done. Got stuff done, more stuff to do. Home, Archer, bed. Up, to work, doing specs. Done, home, lazy.
And I lost all my changes…Sat: shots for the kids, shopping. Sun: no church, lazy, one of my crowns fell out.. Mon: work, laundry, dishes, late to bed. S got her ears pierced a few weeks ago. Tues: work, laundry, dishes, late to bed. Weds: no gamelan. Thurs: same ‘ol, foggy downtown, dreamed about vacuuming and trying to pick up big shards of glass and ruining the vacuum. Fri: work from home, dreamed about fighting crocs with the ninja turtles. Assembly at school, meeting, more work. Sat.:ate up, lazy, cleaning. Put Christmas stuff away. S & C to school, school auction. Pick up S & C, home, up very late. Sunday: hang out, clean up a little, help E with Powerpoint, nap, libe, shop, cooked dinner, S to bed, me shortly afterwards. Mon: up, no traffic, meetings. Home, cook, folding, S to bed, me too.

Links:

Species Extinctions, Human Chronic Disease on the RiseCoke made us all obeseWar Is the New NormalThe Origins of Modern PolicingAre Elites Finally Paying Attention to How Bad Inequality Is?Why There’s No Outcry for a Revolution in AmericaLooking Toward a Moneyless Economy and Sleeping Well at Night, Anti-intellectualism is taking over the USThe 6 Grand Illusions That Keep Us Enslaved to the MatrixHow Fox News Creates Its Own Insane RealityHow American Oligarchs Are Pushing America to the Brink of FascismWhy There Is No Massive Anti-War Movement in AmericaWhy Are Conservatives Such Whiny Crybabies?A Brief History of HappinessNew Evidence That Half of the US Is BrokeThe Right’s Inequality RuseThe Wealthy Have Pulled America Back to the 19th CenturyThe Shocking ‘Christian’ Hate Mail Activists ReceivedExposing the Republican Party’s Sleazy Playbook to Destroy Social SecurityHave You Read The Constitution Lately?, The Ideas and Institutions Holding Up Society Are Disintegrating28 Reasons I’m DONE Talking To Most Of My Conservative Friends And Family MembersThe world that we’re creating for our grandchildren is grimThe Astonishing Cruelty of the U.S. Government Towards a Country Desperately in Need of HelpA Republican Neo-Imperial Vision for 2016Republicans Are Cutting Taxes on the Rich and Raising Them on the PoorThe Coming Split of HumankindClass, Change and RevolutionPornography Is What the End of the World Looks LikeThe Challenges of LiberalismThe Surprising Reason Why Americans Are So LonelyThis is How the World EndsOnce White in America

 

Listening to:

Allan Holdsworth, The Clash, attack attack attack, Bill Bruford, Gentle Giant, Cedric Peyronnet, Thomas Dolby, Michael Stearns, Jeff Beck, Melvins, Blitzen Trapper, Gaden Shartse Monastery, insanic4, Blue Tribe, Hooverphonic, The Residents, mloski, Brian Parnham, steve roach, Harold Budd & Brian Eno, Veruca Salt, Amorphous Androgynous, R. Carlos Nakai, Akashic Crow’s Nest, Led Zeppelin, David Canright, Genesis, Todd Rundgren, Frank Zappa, Gabrielle Roth and The Mirrors, Peter Gabriel, Harold Budd, Brian Eno, Aerosmith, The Clash, Constance Demby, Beck, Shubert, Dead Can Dance, Brand X, Arcticology, Björk, Darshan Ambient, Robert Fripp, Steve Roach, E. Cook, Constance Demby, 311, Brian Eno – David Byrne, u2, attack attack attack, The Jimi Hendrix Experience, Alex Young, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Robert Fripp, C. Reider, Harold Budd & Brian Eno, Tchaikovsky, Philip Glass, Phillip Wilkerson, Brian Eno – David Byrne, Rage Against The Machine, Rush, Charles Mingus, tilia & miuk, Robert Fripp and Brian Eno, Art Of Noise, Steve Roach, Dead Can Dance, Ludwig van Beethoven, Jethro Tull, Rush, Anugama, Joy Division, Berlin, Aphex Twin, Brian Eno, Bob Marley, Steve Roach, R. Carlos Nakai, Touch 33, Mark Knopfler, 311, Andy Summers & Robert Fripp, David Sylvian, Steely Dan, Mozart, Babe The Blue Ox, Gentle Giant, Allan Holdsworth, Supercharger, Bleep, Bitplasma Division, Charlie Haden/Pat Metheny, Skinny Puppy, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Rush, Fiona Apple, Prokofiev, Eno, Brian & David Byrne, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, mystified, David Sylvian, Sugarloaf, John Coltrane, Vidna Obmana, Juluka, Dimitris, The Smashing Pumpkins, Pat Benatar, Brendan Kinsella, Primus, Anugama, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Aerosmith, art bears, Steve Roach, Hawkwind, Thomas Dolby, The Flaming Lips, Afrika Bambaataa, Anne Clark, He Said Omala, Karawitan, R Carlos Nakai, Samuel Barber, Audioslave, Filter, Rush, Jefferson Starship, Lili De La Mora, Steve Roach & Vidna Obmana, return to forever, David Salvage, Brannan Lane, Harry Partch, Marilyn Manson, Lezrod, Lee Perry and “The Upsetters”, Alastair Galbraith, Brian Eno – David Byrne, Gabrielle Roth and The Mirrors

Is it spring yet?

Another day, another post. Well, not quite.
Spent Saturday driving around Portland trying to get donations for the school auction. Got a lot of business cards and that’s it. Smelled like cigars too, though I found a place that sells balkan tobacco. That brings back memories.
Sunday-church, helping E’s friend with laundry.trying to keep the house together.
Early in today-it’s MLK day, so no traffic on MLK. Got stuff done, late bus, new driver made me late. To store, lasagna for dinner, S to bed, up late-ish. Up today, late in, problems with database. Finally got them fixed after 4 hours with 2 parameter changes-blecch.
This week is flying by. Thursday already. Not much going on-M got a new forearm cast-glow in the dark. Got a donation from a few distilleries, a winery, and a cigar place. Friday is done-getting stuff done-need to pay some bills. M’s birthday.
And another week has flown-busy, not caring so much. Don’t remember Saturday, church Sunday, tidy house, skipped gamelan-M is not feeling well. And he is worse, and E has having blurry vision. Getting a lot of work done, though. I think it’s time to call this post-a few more links and the listening list. A friend is borrowing our car this weekend.

Links:

Searching for Radical DemocracyThe World We are Shaping Is Feeling the StrainAmerica’s Class War Explained in 1 ChartLife, Liberty, Happiness: Health, Food, ShelterCorporations Are Stealing Billions In Tax BreaksHow Propaganda Conquers DemocracyHow America’s Wealthy Stole the American DreamIt’s time for a revolutionRate of environmental degradation puts life on Earth at riskWe Are This Close to Losing Our Democracy to the Mercenary ClassWhy Do Republicans Live In A Fantasy Land?I Helped Start the Religious RightThe Middle-Class SqueezeAre We on the Verge of Total Self-Destruction?Why We All Cling Blindly to Our BeliefsScientists Say Rise in Sea Levels Is Faster Than FearedClass War Is Being Waged by the Rich Against the PoorHalf of America in PovertyThe Pope Francis revolutionAmerican liberals and conservatives think as if from different culturesState of the Union and InequalityYou will be shocked at how ignorant Americans areSenate Republicans Remove ‘Civil Rights And Human Rights’ From Subcommittee NameNew Study Shows Why It Makes Absolutely No Sense to Blame the Poor for the Financial CrisisThe Spectacle of Illiteracy and the Crisis of Democracy‘We Are Going to Destroy the Greek Oligarchy System’Putting Radical Life in SchoolsThe Killing of America’s Creative ClassThis Map Reveals Just How Unequal The So-Called Recovery Is“Holy S**t, What a Nightmare This Turned Into”Super Bowl for the RichAmerica Is a Terrified CountryAs Inequality Soars, the Nervous Super Rich Are Already Planning Their EscapesDownsize Democracy For 40 Years, Here’s What You GetThe Collapse of Europe?US Incarceration System Facilitates Breakdown of Society and finally…10 Reasons Christian Heaven Would Actually Be Hell

Listening to:

david byrne, Veruca Salt, Sneaker Pimps, Yes, Frank Zappa, Japan, Tao Te Ching, The Residents, R.E.M., Rage Against The Machine, Dockta Valkus, Gil Scott-Heron, The Future Sound Of London, attack attack attack, Curved Air, Anugama, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Robert Fripp, Built to Spill, Gil Scott-Heron, Babe The Blue Ox, The Crystal Method, Peter Gabriel, Soundwalk, Earth, Steve Reich, Gyudmed Tantric Monastery, Steve Roach, Peter Gabriel, Coyote Oldman, Babe The Blue Ox, Brand X, Radiohead, gamelan, Brainscapes, Harold Budd & Brian Eno, Dead Can Dance, Skinny Puppy, Morphine, John Lennon, Philip Glass, Frank Zappa, David Canright, Neil Young, insanic4, David Bowie, Throbbing Gristle, Melvins, return to forever, Bhagavad Gita, Pink Floyd, Material, Peter Gabriel, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Brainscapes, Rage Against The Machine, Japan, U2, Darshan Ambient, Berlin, Harold Budd and Brian Eno, The Aphex Twin, Amethystium, Dutilleux, Michael Stearns, Xpando, David Sylvian, Genesis, Legendary Pink Dots, Melvins, Cult, Saluki Regicide & Mystified, Tibetan Book of the Dead, Gamelan Sekar Jaya, Roger Eno, Christopher Fleeger, Weezer, Drepung Tehor Khangtsen, Earth Ear, Sarah McLachlan, Jean-Luc Ponty, Philip Glass, Lee Perry, E. Cook, Brian Eno, Anonymous 4, Gyuto Tantric University, Tori Amos, Beck, Anne Clark, Tchaikovsky, Gamelan, Peter Gabriel, Philip Glass, Allan Holdsworth, Earth, Peter Gabriel, George Clinton, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Salam, Harold Budd & Brian Eno, Skinny Puppy, Charles Lucy, Renaldo & The Loaf, Gentle Giant, King Crimson, Touch 33, Anugama, Akashic Crow’s Nest, Led Zeppelin, The Residents, Harold Budd, Smashing Pumpkins, Mogwai, Gentle Giant, The Jimi Hendrix Experience, John McLaughlin, mloski, Andy Summers & Robert Fripp, Brannan Lane, Chris Breemer, Jefferson Starship, The Upsetters, aodl, Hole, Megadeth, Christopher Bailey, Christophe Willibald Gluck, Art Of Noise, Steve Reich, Todd Rundgren, florian fernbacher, Echoes of Nature, Tool, Smashing Pumpkins, Sneaker Pimps, Genesis, Babe The Blue Ox, Anne Clark

OK, OK, OK.

I have to get more disciplined about doing this daily, or the links and listening to parts get huge. So, we’re in panic mode over a client at work, and running out of money at home. That and E hurt her shoulder. Everyone else is great, and E is working hard to get stuff for the school auction. Time for me to get cracking on the stuff I need to do. Implementing GTD should help. I’m part of the way there. Easy home, E’s shoulder is still hurting, easy S to bed, watch Archer with M. Easy up and to work. Got stuff done. Home, need to get a power cord for monitor. Lazy, S to bed. Up late, up early.

I stopped drinking coffee a few months ago, and I’ve started back on green tea-that should be a healthier option, and only half a scad of caffeine.

Interesting dreams: sneak into a new bar, all oak, go up the elevator-there’s hash and vape stuff for flavoring. Go back downstairs and the vape stuff is all in place and I sample using a modded toker 2.

Page 23, Sentence 5: “Such efforts, though first formally described by Austrian priest and botanist Gregor Mendel in 1866, did not begin in earnest until the mid-twentieth century, when concepts such as heterozygosity and gene dominance were better understood.” Wheat Belly

Links: Republicans Are Killing WomenGreece, Europe and the Neoliberal NightmareAn Economic Bounce, Not a Boom2014 Was the Hottest Year on RecordPrinceton Study Uses the ‘O’ Word to Describe American Politics,

Listening to: Nathan Eckel, Godhead, Salam, Coyote Oldman, Steve Roach, Byron Metcalf, Mark Seelig, spoonPhase, Peter Gabriel, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Venerable Showers of Beauty, X, Peter Gabriel, art bears, Todd Rundgren, The Aphex Twin, Bhagavad Gita, Brian Eno, Steve Reich, Lyndsey Cockwell, Rage Against The Machine, Philip Glass, Peter Gabriel, Carrie Yury, Juluka, Philip Glass, Gamelan Sekar Jaya, Allan Holdsworth, Rage Against The Machine, Allan Holdsworth, Harold Budd, Police, art bears, Veruca Salt

Stuff and things.

Monday after 2 very long weeks off. Very tired, almost sick. Worked through it. Easy in, easy home. House is rather clean, tidied up, dinner. Tough to get S to sleep, good sleep, late in. Got stuff done, easy home. Dinner, S to bed, Person of Interest!!!, hellish commute-a slow train, missed bus, very late in. Dreamed about picking out software for work, voting on it, trying to move stuff from work. Back home, skipped gamelan, the usual. Same thing for Thursday, except easier. Archer season premiere, watched it with M. Friday: easy in, busy getting things done. Lazy weekend, teach t’ai chi at church, went to Cabela’s and Sonic with S. Busy at work, tell the story of my day to S at night. Another day, long meeting, got some things done. E messed up her shoulder, so we went to urgent care-pulled a muscle. She didn’t sleep very well. Another client panic today. Got it done.

I’ve been leaving this for a bit-just tired and unmotivated, again. I just keep getting hit with thing after thing, nonstop, both at work and at home. I’m tired of it. I need a miracle. Where’s my miracle? OK, absent a miracle, please tip. I should start a go fund me page…

Links:

There Is No Biological Reason to Eat Three Meals a Day, Authoritarianism, Class Warfare, All Forms of Life are SacredEconomics Has to Come to Terms With Wealth and Income InequalityThe apocalypse is coming-and technology can’t save usWe Need to Advocate Radical Solutions to Systemic Problems, The NYPD’s Mini-Rebellion, and the True Face of American Fascism10 Dynamics That Will Shape the Next Two Years of American PoliticsA Self-Perpetuating Machine for US InsecurityChina Starting to Realize America Isn’t Necessarily in DeclineBr’er Rabbit and Br’er FoxWhy Was 2014 Hottest Year on Record?Teaching Children How to Think Instead of What to ThinkChain restaurants are killing usIt’s Never Been a Better Time to Be RichThe Disturbing Transformation of Kindergartenthe Plantation Police Are Still on PatrolSuburbs and the New American Poverty8 ways to restore the middle classIt’s Not All About DemocracyHas America gone crazy?Watch This Y.A. Author Break Down Racism in America by the NumbersThe Reality Tale of Two Education SystemsIt’s Time for a Children’s Bill of Rights5 Signs the American Economy May Be on Shakier Ground Than You ThinkWorkers Keep Getting Shafted and Wages Won’t Rise; What’s Going On?Chris Hedges on the Roots of TerrorismHow Free Is Free Speech in America?Africa Doesn’t Need a Savior, America DoesThe Number-One Way U.S. Workers Are Getting ShaftedA Message From the DispossessedOur Overzealous Protective Society Makes It Really Hard to Be a Parent These Daysthe Greek Crisis, Austerity and a Post-Capitalist FutureHow the Great Food War Will Be WonThe perfect financial storm

Listening to:

Gamelan, Babe The Blue Ox, Jethro Tull, Hardo Budoyo, Eno-Byrne, Brand X, Henry Wolff and Nancy Hennings, Joy Division, A Beautiful Machine, Hole, Earth, Gamelan, art bears, Dead Can Dance, attack attack attack, art bears, chefkirk, Sigur Rós, Drepung Tehor Khangtsen, The Clash, Samuel Barber, K.M.F.D.M., Rush, Prokofiev, Tori Amos, gamelan, Darshan Ambient, Philip Glass, John Lee Hooker, Brian Parnham (with Steve Roach), Giacomo Puccini, u2, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Tibetan Book of the Dead, Aerosmith, Alan Holdsworth, Rage Against The Machine, Albert Ortega, Rage Against The Machine, Jerry Sroka, Brian Eno, Black Notes, Peter Gabriel, Hilliard Ensemble/Jan Garbarek, Fripp & Eno, Joseph Bruchac, Todd Rundgren’s Utopia, Andy Summers & Robert Fripp, Cream, Brian Eno, Busty Brown, The Orb, Bunny Scott, Renaldo & The Loaf, Gary Numan, Arcticology, Rage Against The Machine, Schumann, Marsudi Raras, Beastie Boys, Jimi Hendrix, Gaden Shartse Monastery, KMFDM, Genesis, Kodàly and Janàcek, alastair galbraith, Miles Davis, UK, Bhagavad Gita, Enya, Frank Zappa, Loren Nerell, The Melevi Ensemble, Thomas Dolby, Talking Heads, Greg Baumont, William Orbit, Philip Glass, KMFDM, David Sylvian, Mozart, Touch 33, Morphine, Giles Reaves, Art of Noise, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Allan Holdsworth, Anugama, Gamelan, Snakefinger, Anugama, Brian Eno – David Byrne, Rush, Antranik Askarian and Khatchadour Khatchaturian, U2, Master Musicians of Jajouka, Kaminari Synthesis, Beatmapper, Philip Glass, Steve Roach, Peter Gabriel, Brand X, Rolling Calf Sinfonette, Babe The Blue Ox, Moby, Tuu, Police, Daniel Lanois, Who, Frank Zappa, David Canright, Neil Young, insanic4, Sneaker Pimps, William Edge, Frank Zappa, Anugama, A Beautiful Machine, Rage Against The Machine, Nirvana, Loop 2.4.3, Material, Allan Holdsworth, Cult, Jeff Beck, d’incise, Bill Bruford, Billy Thorpe, Mickey Hart, Alvari Lume, Tao Te Ching, A Beautiful Machine, Pink Floyd, Rush, Can, Peter Gabriel, Clockcleaner, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Peter Gabriel, Rush, Oingo Boingo, David Sylvian, Carrie Yury, Bhagavad Gita, Coyote Oldman, The Art Of Noise, Beck, Jethro Tull, Boccherini, Rush, Gyuto Tantric University, Bitplasma Division, Philip Glass, Peter Gabriel, Philip Glass, Jalikebba Kuyateh &the Toubabs, Genesis, Sergei Rachmaninoff, George Clinton, Ludwig van Beethoven, Art Of Noise, Hole, Golden Earring, Brian Eno, Benedictine Monks of Santo Domingo de Silos, Mickey Hart, Johann Pachelbel, Todd Rundgren’s Utopia, Babe The Blue Ox, Einstuerzende Neubauten, Biosphere, mystified, Bill Bruford, Radiohead, Piotr Ilyitch Tchaikovsky, Brian Eno – David Byrne

Nothing changes

New Year’s Day. A relatively clean house. Dishes done, tidy kitchen, only one load of wash pending. Just me and S up. E up, off to breakfast with a friend. Just hanging out, dinner, S to bed. Up late listening to Sabbath and Purple.
E had a thing with a friend, slept in, vacuumed, cleaned the bathroom. Stepped in cat poop. Watch a friends’ kids. Cincinnati chili for dinner. Up late, sleep in. Another lazy day-the house is pretty clean, so not much to do. More lazy, kept the house withing reason, up date, Church, usher, shop, in bed at the normal time, hard to get to sleep, woke up a bunch, got up, to work. Quiet.

Links: Can We Escape Narcissism in America?The Brutal Truth About How Childhood Determines Your Economic DestinyIf It Wasn’t For 9/11, Republicans Would Be ObsoleteIncreased Government Spending Has Republicans In A PanicGuess What Happened The Last Time The Price Of Oil Crashed Like This?

Listening to: Anugama, Gamelan, Snakefinger, Anugama, Brian Eno – David Byrne, Rush, Antranik Askarian and Khatchadour Khatchaturian, U2, Master Musicians of Jajouka, Kaminari Synthesis, Beatmapper, Philip Glass, Steve Roach, Peter Gabriel, Brand X, Rolling Calf Sinfonette, Babe The Blue Ox, Moby, Tuu, Police, Daniel Lanois, Who, Frank Zappa, David Canright, Neil Young, insanic4, Tuxedomoon, Dead Can Dance, The Clash, Smashing Pumpkins, Gamelan Semar Pegulingan, The Clash, Peter Gabriel, Peter Gabriel, Deben Bhattacharya, Biosphere, Anugama, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, King Crimson, Constance Demby, Material, Donna Summer, Glenn Gould, Cream, Primus, Touch 33, Rush, Robert Rich, Gentle Giant, Rush, Hooverphonic, Pink Floyd, kARHu, Yoshikazu Iwamoto, Beck, Henryk Górecki, Gabrielle Roth and The Mirrors, Steve Roach, KMFDM, Latin Playboys, Gamelan, Blitzen Trapper, Charlotte Moorman, Tao Te Ching, Ravi Shankar, Sneaker Pimps, Vangelis, Geshe Kelsang Gyatso, Philip Glass, Bill Bruford, Brand X, Aphex Rock, Todd Rundgren, The Upsetter, Alice in Chains, Giacomo Puccini, Rage Against The Machine, The Residents, Eno & Fripp, Deftones, Peter Gabriel, Toots & The Maytals, Wendy Carlos, Al Gromer Khan, Baxter