At 1023, getting ready for work. There’s a buffet going on outside for a wedding. Walk over and grab some blueberries ahead of the line. Get in line and walk through.
July 10th, 2020
Skiing down a steep hill. There are houses everywhere. The snow is drifted and like whipped cream. Make turns on the steep part.
July 6th, 2020
In Long Beach, walking down Alamitos towards home. There’s a huge pride thing going on, everything is blocked off for a Pulse party. Walk through one, then around down 1st towards downtown. Go through a building under construction and out to some square that looks like Portland.
June 25th, 2020
At work, they want to reassign me to a sales thing. I say that I’m a programmer, not a salesman. Jacob H is doing the job and he says there’s not much work right now. I go over and look through a desk for some of my stuff.
Walking through town, follow someone. A girl is hiding behind a door, trying to follow them too. I hang out waiting for him to go around a corner, and close the blind the girl is looking through. Walk around to a small shopping area, see them. Go into a running shoe shop and sit down-I’m barefoot. A guy comes over with socks and looks at my feet and asks about them. A toe is crossed over another and I have huge bunions. I tell him what shoes I have and he goes to get some. I go over to the shoe that has my music downloaded on it and press play. A girl looks over disapprovingly, and a guy comes over and says that’s cool.
June 24th, 2020
Park at Newport and take the gyre down to Dana Point. Stop at a fancy beach club, meet a friend. Sit on some lounge chairs, greet a girl. Start ordering drinks from the servant, my friend starts ordering a complicated drink to go. Suddenly everyone leaves. We follow and they’re doing exercise by the pool. My friend starts yelling and I break something. They ask us to leave and we resist.
June 23rd, 2020
At an office or a library? Have these kind of skate-like slide shoes on. I’m zooming back and forth between the stacks. Someone else wants to try, so I give them, then get another pair. Walk back and try them again.
June 22nd, 2019
At a bus stop, get a package. Open it up and it’s a small music studio. Lots of tiny controls. Someone else is interested. Walk around playing with it.
Playing hockey, make a slick reverse move and steal. Everyone is impressed and asks me to do it again. Try and it’s close but not the same.
June 17th, 2020
Arriving at the airport with Bob H.? We go towards the line, and someone barges past up and cuts the line. We all start on him, and someone comes and takes him away. Start looking for my id and flight info.
June 16th, 2020
Pruning a blackberry cutting. It’s long and has lots of dead parts. Cut away everything except a little sprig and a small root.
Watch Tool. Danny is playing odd instruments, like a thick cello type thing.
June 15th, 2020
On the way to Quest, talk to Vinny, who’s coming back too. Talk about that managers operating modality is their mouth. Late for a meeting-can’t find the room. Finally find it and sit down-its Shannon, Kathleen, etc. We talk about some diagram.
Going for an adventure in some remote trails. Start off and it’s late. Walk up to an abandoned building, then back to Utah. Need to get to the airport. Someone has my missing shoe, but it’s not. They laugh, and I say that I’m not taking them to the airport. Someone is driving my dad’s old stick station wagon. We try to find the right highway to get back home.
At home, setting up a new stereo. Get everything connected and put on a Nucleus album to test. The track starts out with synth bass, and the room is rattling-you can see the air move. It then goes into generic prog-jazz and it’s pretty clean. E says so too. I turn it off.
In the kitchen at 30700. We’re getting home delivery and it’s vegetables and a lot. We go through it and say we need a bigger fridge. I talk to the woman about the big money I have and spending a third of it on E. She says that’s a lot, and I should spend some on me. I do some math on it.
June 14th, 2020
At Quest, starting back. Go to the cafeteria, lots of people. Put my hunch in a fridge-walk back, some guy stops me-there’s a system and he’s the manager. Shows me how to get a fridge spot assigned. Walk over to a table of people I used to work with, say hi. Go into a meeting and give suggestions about an ad and how the image should change before the tag screen.
Driving with Matt. It’s snowy and he’s stuck. He get’s it unstuck, and I help him get going and not skidding/getting stuck.
June 12th, 2020
Have to get into a building, operative directs me into a tiny shaft in a room. I go up, and knock out my dad. My mom is scared, and says I can take her, but there’s all sorts of medical stuff there.
Some guy is bullying workers, so I ask him to leave and walk him out. He tries to come back and I won’t let him.
Outside the apartment, some old lady in a wheelchair is talking to someone who then leaves.
change brings uncertainty
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Well, this is a long one, mostly because I haven’t been finalizing it regularly. I blame the lockdown. Anyways, it’s been uneventful in our household, but the human world is having a bit of a turn. No idea if this will mean lasting change, but there is certainly unrest. Cv19, plus protests equals unrest and uncertainty. Troubling politics and economic mayhem doesn’t help much. In any case, it’s scary and unsettling. I’m also getting close to my contract end, which makes me nervous.
Monday morning, start of a new sprint at work. Slept rather badly last night, didn’t want to get up…but I did. Achy back from working out. I’m in good shape, but also aging and don’t recover as quickly from things as when I was younger. Pretty quiet weekend, worked out, sold my Mirage, E got food, S was up late-starts school today.
Wednesday morning-time for coffee. Pretty quiet-a bit rainy, S is Zooming for school, not really motivated for w/o last night, worked late too. Sometimes feel oddly-disassociated, and sometimes like the walls are closing in. The house is staying pretty clean, and everything else is OK.
Sunday noon, time to think about lunch. Remote church, cleaned our bathroom. Pretty mellow-w/o Friday, tidied, laundry, vacuum Sat. Not much else…
Monday, noon. The days are sort of running into each other. Getting stuff done, but it’s not easy. Bailed on working out yesterday-had to pick up our food, and it didn’t go perfectly, so tired afterwards.
Wednesday, noon. The walls are closing in. There’s an old SF short story where that happens, but it’s because of no sleep rather than isolation. Went for a different run last evening with M-better, in some ways-that last hill is still tough, though. S wants to watch Coraline tonight. Now “sun over the yardarm”-having some gluhwein-got stuff done, but not deployed-that’s next.
Friday, work is done for the week. Mostly finished…I’ve been working late, so not tonight. It’s been wet and cool. Not much else going on. It’s a rent week, so short of $$$. We now have a cushion, and more once the gub’mint money gets here. I think I’ll wait until after August to do anything. Hopefully I’ll get an FTE or longer contract. Given that we’re in a massive uncertain spell, better to have savings and wait to see what happens before jumping into a house or some such. Read Snow Crash until late last night-on to The Diamond Age, then Cryptonomicon.
Wednesday noon, working. Yesterday was a mess-a complete loss as far as work goes. Good w/o, though, and fresh tortillas. Weekend was fine-quiet, shopping was about it. C’s birthday was on Monday. Trying to stay sane. Everyone is struggling.
Monday morning-ish. Tough sleep last night, achy legs, tired this morning. Mellow weekend, food shopping Sat., church, Mother’s Day, called my mom. Hot over the weekend, cooler now, good w/o’s. I don’t want to dwell on the outbreak or the election or anything else, especially here. I’m a Green, so nothing on the local primaries-I’m absolutely NOT voting for Jesse Ventura in the main. Maybe I’ll put my thoughts down after it’s all over.
Wednesday, noon. Same ‘ol… Skipped w/o last night-rainy, no motivation. Didn’t sleep well-need to get to bed earlier, that might help.
Friday. Rushing to prep for a code review-bleh. Worked out on Weds. evening. Not much else-we got our stimulus $$$, which went straight to savings. I’m actually saving. I may pull some of it to pay off collections.
Monday evening-time for bed. Finished up most stuff for code review. Decent weekend-w/o’s, stuff for back porch, online church, but rainy. M got his new laptop, C got his keyboard. Bills paid, never ends.
Wednesday evening, finishing work on time! Worked super late yesterday. Good w/o-jump rope because of rain-ankle still not liking it. Not much else, fortunately. Getting a pretty consistent 25+ mins for t’ai chi. Need to read and practice. Maybe tonight-M is making tamales. Maybe laundry too.
Friday evening, waiting for M to go run. Tamales were a failure. Not sure why-recipe and too thick maybe? Need more practice. Long weekend. Got stuff done, one bad thing still. Maybe I’ll call this.
Lol. Another week vanished. And Monday was a holiday. Riots over killings. Slowly reopening. Work. Workouts. Yummy dinners made by yours truly. A sore hip, so restless sleep. Talked to my mom. I think I’ll call this.
Didn’t call it. Another vanished week. Protests are ongoing-maybe this means change? Not much else-work, workout, shop. Got a new to me iPod shuffle-perfect for running. Been rainy, so jump rope. Got a shiny tiny new laptop last week, and a thing. Almost all my stuff for sale is sold-4 big things left. Been remembering my dreams but not writing them down. We’ve been planning our meals on Saturday/Sunday and doing all the shopping at once, but this week has been a bit not holding to plan.
Links/viddys-brighter side:
Not so bright: don’t even want to go there (especially now).
Page 23, sentence 5: “A given pathway develops under the developmental constraints created by many others: none can occur before its component parts are ready, and none can be too disruptive to the others or to the overall process.” Becoming Human.
May 30, 2020
Walking through the city. Meet a girl and go back to her place, even though we have some place to be. She’s ok, and we get undressed and play. Put it in, but she gets covers. Look at a 60’s edition of the kama sutra.
On a bus, get off and go to our apt in the basement of a big building. Look out the back porch and huge smoke clouds are off to the left. Go back in, sit on the bed, eat, then try to close the bag. Spill a lot of seeds in the process.
May 29th, 2020
Hi all the brought a building with no roof. Try to figure out how to fix it.
Looking at a map with locations marked by rock stars. A deli by Bruce Dickinson. Look through an upstairs window at a jam session with Lou Reed.
Walk onto a floor that has lots of food and a huge spa. It’s supposed to be empty. Get back in the elevator and can only go to the ground. Walk through the lobby.
Push over a bully then go into an alley. Someone asks me to help clean up. I take some trays of bad food to the trash.
Get pulled around a neighborhood in a wagon. Go through a street with yard sales. Up a ramp and through a sporting goods store.
May 23rd, 2020
In a market square in Nepal? Walk over to Glenn J, ask about what work needs to be done. See Leon C across the way. Walk over to another person to get something.
In a class, show off some wayang puppets. Walk to the front and describe them. Walk around and show them close up. Jake Bidar doesn’t want to see them because they’re “satanic”. I walk past him.
May 22nd, 2020
Riding the bus down King, going to school. Fare checker comes, and the tablet is slow to show the ticket. It finally does. Get there, go into the room. Want Diane to sit next to me, sit in the back. Chat with classmates, Apple juice ball is cold. Teacher comes, it’s about last days, we’re out early, going to fake work for the rest, with cards and everything.
May 21st, 2020
Walk through a busy office for an interview at Amazon. There’s a test, but I know Jeff Bezos, so the test is filled in already. We talk a little bit and I get hired and we go over when to start. Walk back and talk to some other people.
May 20th, 2020
At the top of a concert hall. Walk down, someone throws water off the balcony. I toss my wand to try and stop it. Walk around and down the stairs.
May 19th, 2020
Walk up to a tiny car dealership in downtown LB-no cars. Greet the guy, and talk about the car. He has the sheet, and I look it over. The numbers look inflated, but I ok it. The car will take awhile to get here, so they’re delivering to the one by the circle. I take the paper, fold it and walk away. One of the girls shows up and I walk back and say hi. Walk away, and some kid is dancing in the parking lot across the street-I try to find him. Some people look at me as I walk.
Going back home, then to meet my parents. I walk across a bridge and mom calls. She says she’s in Cuba and I get upset because I was supposed to meet her at home.
