April 14th, 2022

Walking along a frozen lake. We need to get to the other side, so we start on the ice. It starts getting mushy, then we’re swimming. It’s cold, I help the person I’m with, and we swim fast to the bank. We get out and wait for the others.

In a group circle, with Ms. Drake, talking about our day. I flash back to going out to Canada, seeing a bunch of houses, looking closer, and realizing that they’re refugees’ makeshift houses on pre-poured concrete bases. There are people around making more and living in them, some are small and circular, even the more traditional square houses are built up like Alexander would do. The prime minister is visiting them, and he goes to leave and falls down in the mud. Talk in the circle about recapitulation, and how I was looking for a house in Canada. Christina is sad that I’m thinking of leaving. I say that we’re just looking around.

April 12th, 2022

On a hill, working to set up some synths. A huge wind comes from down the hill, blows a bunch of loose stuff high in the air. We crouch down, the wind passes. A bunch of bears comes next, and we run up the hill. It’s muddy and hard to make progress.

April 6th, 2022

On a paddle board, trying to go across a bay. Get out, and there are big waves. Start across, and a bunch of surfers are ducking underneath. Continue across.

April 5th, 2022

Walk up and sit down in back of a group in a small area of a park. A girl comes up and starts saying how she doesn’t like any of them. She said she doesn’t know me. I roll a small ball towards her and she rolls it back. There are tracks in the concrete so I shoot a pencil towards her. Then I roll a small paper ball.

March 29th, 2022

In a big car, some lady passes us on the right. We go faster, then up a hill. Get out and start walking, as it gets steeper and steeper. It’s sandy, and I have on my moccasins with the smooth bottoms, so it’s getting harder as the hill gets steeper.

March 24th, 2022

Walking up a street with a bunch of people. They block off the sidewalk in front of us and behind. We’re part of a thing to get people’s opinions. Go into a restaurant-we’re going to work there for a day and give our impressions. I walk around and volunteer to run the espresso machine. There are no beans, so start in on prepping beans-from scratch. Hull them, pull off the fruit, start roasting. A girl comes to help.

At some school event, someone is having trouble getting an odd screw out-it’s square. Look through and try a couple. Find a complicated tool holder and start trying those-they’re tiny and I’m dropping them. Someone comes and puts their stereo on the bench (we’re in 30700 basement workshop) on top of all the tools. Find the right one and start putting the kit back together. The event is starting in the other room.

March 18, 2022

In a big room, waiting far a test to start. We’re monitors, walk stepping. To some big girl about what’s on a calendar. She’s attracted to me. About to do on break, Anne point out Cleveland in the distance. Get in the car and drive to someone’s house-it’s in a bad neighborhood, and I take care to not stand out. Go in, but the fort is badly secured. And I see bad guy l guys coming h. I put a knife, and try to stab one, but it’s hard. They regroup. and one has a shotgun. We retreat, one forest and misses. I throw the knife, and it barely misses. They come up on the platform, and we invite them for dinner.

Walking through the jungle, it’s a narrow path and there are snakes coming up and one bites my pants. I pull it off and continue to the house. They follow us in and I stomp on a smaller one.

March 16th, 2022

At some shop, snag something for cheap-it’s on the bottom shelf. Walk outside, going out to eat. Try to look up how much money is in the bank, the phone won’t cooperate, changes into another phone, then a game thing. Drive up the street. Walk into my old apartment building, show my friend where we used to live. Go to sit down in the courtyard and the manager comes over and tells us this isn’t a good place to sit. My friend starts asking questions.

March 15th, 2022

Flying through a city, some jet is following me. I land on a building and hide, and it circles but doesn’t see me. I start down the building and run down a hill, up, and into a condo complex. Jump a few fences, but the rest of the fences have barbed wire on them. I go back, and the fences now have barbed wire on them. A protestor gets in, and the owner comes and gets him and me and I leave.

In a house, have to take a shower. Go into the bathroom-it’s big and lots of people playing in the pool. I shoo them out and start the shower. The water goes everywhere, and I work to make it just go in the shower area.

Come back to the house, and it’s gone. I look around, and hide my car further into the lot. Sit on a ledge and a wolf comes past me and down the hill. A pack comes and I fight them off. They’re jumping up from down the hill.

Get into the car in the garage-waiting for sis. Start the car and mom goes back in the house.

February 28th, 2022

In a room, dreaming. There’s a figure at the other end that unfolds into three. They come up to us, one then another says they’re here to teach us. They each point to the people on either side of me and explain why they’re here. The third is a nun? and is for me. I get it all very quickly-I’m special, and getting advanced instruction that’s meant to awaken me before I die.

February 26th, 2022

Walking down the street, some guy is harassing homeless people, kicking them and taking their stuff and scattering it. I see him do this to two people. I come up to him and tell him to stop it. He laughs at me and asks what I’m going to do. I come close and slowly start moving him into a corner. He grabs a bottle and tries to hit me. I disarm him and hit him on the head with it. It doesn’t break so I hit him again. He goes down and I walk away. Someone comes with me and I grab a tell to wipe off the bottle, then put it under the fence on one side. I got into a potty to pee. Come back out and talk to the people who helped me about how we’re going to make our stories match if the cops come. I’m thinking self-defense, and some his come close, so we stop talking. Then a security car parks close, so we stop again.

February 25th, 2022

On a train, kissing Marybelle.

Showing some girl a map-she says she’s never seen where California is. Not much time-show her where e are, expand and shore her larger and larger views.

At work, we moved into a new building. Try to figure out where our group is. Come back the next day, forgot my key card. Talk to some execs, get a tour, so don’t need the card. Walk around and get into the elevator.

At a kite thing, start to put together a synergy, someone is talking about a fellow kite flyer who died. Look through my bag for a rev.

February 24th, 2022

At 30700, big party, my room is full of stuff. Really mad.

At home, trying to get Hemant Pradhan his prescription, call, walk downstairs and meet him.

Sitting, take care of some baby.

Watch a big plane taxi up a road, down to a small runway, try to take off, go down and land in the water.

February 22nd, 2022

Walk into a room with Mikaela Shiffrin and others to do a commercial. There’s an odd clock on the floor, and I try to figure it out. Someone asks what things are and I point out the second hand. A co-worker says no, that’s stupid. I get upset, tell him to fuck off and leave. Walk down the hallway and back into a glass room. Someone else comes to ask me what happened.

Standing outside, look up and little lights zoom past. I realize that I can make contact and rise up to meet them. A portal opens up and I can see beyond it. It fades and I try again, it opens and fades again. I come back down. Mom is mad because this isn’t of God. I ignore her. I ask sis if she saw me fly and she says, “No, you just walked away down the street.”

February 18th, 2022

Going down a hill, trying to gear up for a hike. Look up and over the ridge, see a long reddish meteor? streak down the valley on the other side of the ridge. It eventually crashes, and water starts coming down the hill. I run, then grab my backpack and climb a tree.

At a kite thing, go back inside. Next day, looking for my pants, walk past Steve Kent’s shop, sit down on the couch.

February 13th, 2022

Trying to make a audio input to a monitor work. Try a couple of things, replace the jack, as it can do direct. Notice that the plug into the monitor isn’t in all the way. Push both in. Sit back on a couch and a green dog comes and puts its head on my lap. I pet it.

Walking through town, they’re doing a ritual to prepare for the messiah. I decide to look up info about the next one, and go over to the building. I go down the hall, decide not to take the shortcut. Open the door, go to the next door, and it gets opened for me. The spirits float me down the stairs, and I walk around to the entrance. I decide to visit my spirit friend in the reactor. Walk over to the reactor and say hi. There’s a family talking to the spirit in the speaker. I say hi and we chat. They play a counting game.

February 12th, 2022

Reading Mad magazine at the bookstore. Start to fold up the back page, then decide to put the magazine back. Crouch down and get ready to put it at the back of the stack. Someone comes over and I wait.

In an office, preparing a test for incoming lawyers. It has all sorts of odd questions. Another person writes another test. I start organizing my stuff that’s on a table. We put together the tests and another lawyer looks over what I did.

February 11th, 2022

Driving around the 42nd area following Robert Fripp and Toyah driving an RV. They circle around and around and into the Safeway lot. They drive around a bit and jump the RV off the lot and onto King. We get out and Robert is between me and the sun, making him surrounded in a halo. He comes right up close to me grinning.

Park my car in that same lot, go into a store. Come back out the car is covered in snow-wrong car. Mine is next and clean. The rear tires are flat-someone pulled out the nozzle. Wolf gets in and starts driving away-I’m trying to hold the hole closed, but it’s only leaking a little so I let it go. The tires get huge, but don’t pop as he’s driving down Harrison. We’re looking for a gas station but they’re closed. We get to a tire place and park the car. A guy comes out and I tell him what happened and that we just need a cheap pair because the car is old. Get a ticket and walk over to a park bench. Sit a little and a lady comes up and sits too. She’s wearing a gi with a blue belt. I ask her what thing and she asks me how long I’ve been doing martial arts. I say 30 years and she asks for advice. I give her some.

Walking down to the 224 with some boy. He’s simple, and walks across the highway, losing his shoes along the way. He goes back to get them, even though there’s traffic. He comes back without them and I tell him to stay here while I get them. Two guys take off with the shoes and I follow. I find some shoes, but they’re not his. Keep following them, go up the hill. It get steeper and steeper and I’m climbing. Some old lady is parking her car and gets out crawling. I note how steep it is and she agrees. I give up and go back. Find more shoes, and one pair that clip together. I don’t see the boy on the other corner.

February 10th, 2022

In an office crowded with stuff. We’re trying to come up with an ad plan. I’m thinking about knots, and grab paper and pen and start drawing a big knot. I then think about small knots on a wide band.

February 8th, 2022

Working on a painting on the floor. It’s big, and I mix a bunch of blue paint for the sky. Paint a bunch of small brushes in random colors before putting on the blue.

In a room, there’s pee all over the walls coming from a hose. Have to clean it up before it stains. Some girl calls freaking out-it’s coming from a speaker, her bf leaves and I try to calm her. She hangs up. I start gathering up my stuff and leave.

Listening to an old reggae song. Some guy says he has a recording of this from the 30’s. I’m enjoying the one drop beat.