Going to play, arranging the instruments. Nancy P comes by and she needs a fourth for doubles. I volunteer and go to get shoes. They’re in the river, and I try to get them.
At a party, in love with a woman. I see her picture and wait for her to come back. She’s a dancer, and I met her at a show a long time ago. She recognized me from back then. We’re waiting for Mathias to come home, and I go outside to look for him.
2014/9/15
Going to go down a steep run, but it avalanches. Go back up the tram, it’s really long. Leave my coat at the slope, but get the poles. Watch kids go the long way, hoping no one gets the first run.
On a train, a plane passes close and crashes. Everyone says that they’re here.
2014/9/10
Sitting with j starkoff and some other ohs girl, talking about sex, maybe. Leave to go pee, walk outside and they’re messing with the frozen river. Walking out, back, jumping on the edge to get it moving. I push down and it breaks. The ice starts flowing, the a gigantic flood comes, almost to where we are. I move back, and a bigger one comes. I move all the way up and someone gets my stuff.
2014/9/8
Hiding from stormtroopers. Go under a table and look at the door. More people come in. A woman asks about stuff for her face. I rummage through an Ikea bag and find some. One of the staff says I’m stealing and I say it’s from another worker. She says he just sits there.
Someone tries to arrange gift boxes and they fall down. He tries again and gets some help. I go and rearrange them so they’re elegant.
2014/8/3
Trying to sleep in my car. Shift around, then leave.
At school, meeting about C.
2014/8/2
Walking through a nice complex in OC, walk through someone’s home, apologize. Walk back. Go get C from a party, then meet H on the way. We hug, she’s dressed oddly. Go to a Starbucks, where E is picking out Christmas gifts. We have on $$$ for them. Go next door to another party and leave b/c they’re talking about V/J day.
2014/7/30
Sitting on the couch, it’s big and uncut. I make a mess everywhere, then start to clean up. Some guys come in while I’m cleaning up.
2014/7/14
At 30700, mom has a gun. I take it from her and play with the safety. GO upstairs and try to hide it. My room looks like I’m going through everything.
2014/7/13
Going across a set of tracks & following them. Go back & it goes into a cave. Look carefully for trains as one comes. A bunch of people don’t and get drilled by the train. I leave to go get help, and find some rangers. We go back and I’m having trouble finding an entrance. Walk back and forth trying doors for the right one.
2014/7/11
Getting ready for a gig-warm up on the bass. Get set up and go play something else. Listen to the others. Walk around.
2014/7/9
Wake up to a call from Deb N asking where I am. I’m dressed, at my computer, asleep. I mumble something and she says she’s expecting me after noon. I go to get dressed in a suit, change my mind and just put on a jacket. My pants are old. E is setting up the house for school. I start to go to PIC, but I’m walking. I try to cross the road, but it’s very busy and fast. I try to hitchhike, but no one stops. Glenn and Chris pick me up, and we laugh about something. They drop me off, and I turn around the other way.
2014/7/8
Going to UCLA to meet mom & dad. E is grumbling. We walk around & split up to find them. I hear my name & turn around. We get in the car & drive over to San Pedro. Dad is driving & takes us past a building coming down & another going up. We get into a construction site & almost get hit by beams. I call Dad stupid & shove him.
2014/7/4
We’re taking some guy up to another building through the roof. It’s hard to get to, but we do. We go back down, but choose the wrong elevator-we jump out and get in the right one. Special press to go to the basement, but the car turns and we go horizontally. End up at US. They kjnow we’re up to something, so we go down the stairs.
2014/6/28
Walking down the street. Talk to passers-by about how expensive the Cayman Islands are. Hear some commotion, a guy drives fast and stops. We go the other way and he follows. We go into a store and he’s still following. I goi up to him and knock him down and leave. He’s after us because of something I did.
Listening to a radio and look through the tapes. Trying to get some music player going, there’s a tape of Todd doing a Carole King song. We sing along.
2014/6/24
Listening to Miles Davis, he comes out and says, “You’re a Jedi Warrior!” I look around a bit and he says it again.
2014/6/19
At a supermarket with Lili D, try to check out.
Walk around in the back area of an airport.
2014/6/17
At a kite thing.
2014/6/16
There are tons of airplanes circling. I realize it’s time and jump up into the air and levitate. One of them meets me and I get initiated. Go back to a compound where they’re having a service. I look at the books and they’re all lower level stuff. Walk around.
2014/6/10
Driving around, they’re building, so the rebar is poking out of the street in lines. Drive around some, turn and avoid others.
2014/6/3
At a party, take a bunch of drugs as I wander through the rooms. Get all oiled up and freaky sex stuff. The aliens are circling outside.
