October 4th, 2017

Walking in a park with a guy. He has a football and we start throwing it around. The valve is messed up, and I have to blow it up every time. He sees some cops, panics, and gives me one of his joints to hold. It starts falling apart, and I toss it behind some grass by a fence as I’m walking away. On the other side of the park the cop is hassling some guys. I walk around some piles of laundry, trying to look like I have a purpose.

October 3rd, 2017

Walk into a synagogue with the family, sit on the side. The service starts, we try to follow. The words to a song are showing next to us. Everyone lays down, have to make room. Finally kids lay lines of salt to the front. We leave and E goes to a well and talks to someone.

September 29th, 2017

Walk up to a desk to get a prescription filled. It’s Leslie B. She takes the paper, corrects spelling, and fills them. I don’t have money except a big bill, so I go to get more. She follows me, offering plane rides and other stuff instead.

At 30700, try to find an unoccupied bathroom to take a bath. One looks open, but Kathy Harrell is in there. I get my stuff and go to the master bath. It’s low and overflowing. I soap up quickly and rinse. All the water is gone.

September 27th, 2017

In the office, boss comes in and says I’m laid off. I’m super mad and walk out to the atrium. Call E and tell her. Walk back in and start clearing out my desk.

September 24th, 2017

Outside the apt, watch a storm coming. Go inside just as it approaches. Watch a tornado zoom just past. Feel the house move. Wake up on a bus with a bunch of people. Want to get off and get back home, but I have nothing. Finally get there and the house is gone. Talk to the rep.

September 23rd, 2017

Hurry to catch the train. Wait around while someone gets something from the driver.

Walk up a staircase to a building. Angle across, through a bunch of people. Open up a container that some guy has had there for years. Overhear him talking to someone. There’s a cart with solar panels that charges something. One of the panels isn’t hooked up-try to but the wires are very small. Watch a ST:V where they’re training for a thing with bad atmosphere and mercury and failing.

September 21st, 2017

At a gathering, we’re trying to make a tripod to heat something on. It’s not good, but we’re able to light it and put the stuff on. I’m trying to reach some place, and there’s stuff in the mixture. I stick my face into it, but nothing happens. We talk about what happened.

September 18th, 2017

Out flying kites-fly the quadline for awhile, then switch to the dualline. Not bad, solid basic stuff. It starts to get cloudy and thundering, so I land and we quick get all the lines inside.

September 14th, 2017

At a US gathering. Sitting playing around with a short didge-just  blowing through it. Scott W. comes over and tells me I’m doing it wrong and takes the shakuhachi. I get up and get into a car. Get out, take the flute back from him and it’s all chewed up. I get on him about it and he just sits there in the car.

September 13th, 2017

Going to sit down at a cafe with Jim K and someone else. The table is small and right at the entrance. I try to move over, but there’s no room. Sit down with my legs close by the table.

September 12th, 2017

@30700, looking out from the deck. We go outside to make some pumpkin thing in a tall cylinder. Stuff it all in there. We’re also waiting for the cougars to come and kill the deer. The deer run around, but no cougar. It finally comes, but can’t kill the deer. Wolves come to chase it off. We start back inside, try to get the pot finished, and the wolves come on the deck and look in the window. The little ones are cute.

September 11th, 2017

In the living room at 1023? There are spider webs around. There’s a small black one in a web. I go to trap it, but I see hanging threads, which mean poisonous ones are around. I tell Erika to watch out, and I see it. I go to stomp on it with my uggs, but it’s very fast and escapes. I chase it around stomping and missing. I finally get it, and the black one in the web has gotten very big. I look at it and think about getting a container to put it in.

September 10th, 2017

Hanging out, some guy has some mescaline barrels and gives me one after I tell him I can handle it. I go oobe up, and it takes a bit for me to go high up, because it’s dark. I see stuff in the sky, and decide I want to go to the sun. I sink into the ground and come up in Australia. Go into a room and look around, then go high up. Can’t reach the sun, so I go past a soccer match. I try to sink back into the ground, but I can’t, so I’m stuck there. Worry about getting back home.

September 9th, 2017

Trying to find the right subway station. Walk down a street to ‘In the Hill’. Turn the corner and see two boys beating up a Salvation Army Santa. Hurry past. The station is going to close unless the bully’s go away. We slip in as the doors close. They’re there harassing a kid, but he’s giving it back. I trap the other one.

September 6th, 2017

In a house, waiting for the storm to end. The place is a mess. Go to leave and the landlord comes. Apologize for the mess and say I’ll clean it over the weekend.

Hanging out at Jerry J’s house. Someone is tearing around the yard in a big truck. We hide behind a bunch of trees as the truck goes past and goes back and forth in the yard. It runs into a house on the other side of the street and takes a huge hole out. I see a kid in there and the truck backs out. We climb a tree to see better. It backs out and runs into another house, this time plowing into it and almost out the other side.

On the freeway, turn the wrong way and go on another turn to fix it. Wait for cars to pass.

September 5th, 2017

In the basement at 30700? Some lady needs to make a water whistle for Peter Gabriel. She plays the sound, and we arrange a plastic tube and a bucket full of water to do it. I fiddle around with levels and pitch, clamp the end and work on making the sound and mic placement.

In LB, skating around. Go up a hill and across at the top of an embankment.

September 4th, 2017

At the end of a mile race. We’re all struggling and moving very slow. Come around the last in corner in 3rd place. Work hard to get to the line. Walk through a crowd.

In LB, walking through a park. There are swamps, we ask a ranger who manages them.

September 3rd, 2017

Get in a fighter jet, work on getting the seat right and canopy closed. Go to take off, but can’t cross the runway. Wait, go fast and take off. Fly around, land on the Laguna Hills. Can’t take off, roll through the street.

At school, girl is getting in trouble for not paying tuition. I tell her it happened to us too. Receptionist is mad because we asked a question. Ask her another one.

On a bus, waiting to go. It’s taking a long time, and I want to leave.

August 20th, 2017

watch kids play rage, do poetry that I can’t hear at a school show

Trying to poop, stalls don’t close, tp all wet, people coming in, fix it with coat hanger

wife asleep, playing with her privates