It’s Sunday, driving around, park in front of some building-the old ladies know me and start asking questions. I park up the street in front of some house. I turn around, they’re having some people over.
5/26/1996
Playing some vidgame at an airport. Wandering around the runways. Kathy Harrell comes up and asks me to come with her. She takes me to a meeting where she’s going to be initiated. I’ve been trying for this myself and I talk to her handler. Turns out she turned it down when she was younger.
5/25/1996
At a hotel, have to go past cops to get in. Go to wrong room. Rikki Rachtman?!! is in mine, I order a pizza but he wants it from somewhere else.
5/24/1996
At the rents in Pasadena, with all their stuff. We’re talking about splitting up all their stuff when they die, but I want what Holly wants. They have a big thing of Japanese appetizers left over from a meeting-I’m digging them.
Out shopping with ‘rents, looking for tahini, find the last jar in the back. They’re getting ready for a meeting-cleaning up. I find some of my notes and snag them.
5/22/1996
In a small plane, trying to fly through power lines. Bitch to the pilot about going through restricted airspace.
5/19/1996
Wandering around somewhere looking for someone-Trina Podborowski? I go back and forth and finally find her in a bar that’s closed. We talk and I try to find out that happened to her. I go looking for her connection as we’re trying to put a deal together. She says she’ll do it.
I’m in a small town with Diane, she’s trying to pick out a new car. I’m trying to talk her into coming with me. There’s a Ralph’s there and I go shopping. I pay by Visa and have to dig for my license.
I’m in a college city, wandering through the building. Go into the US libe and walk through the stacks.
5/18/1996
In an office with some people I don’t know. I’m a witch or a vampire or something, talking about others. Some funky plant comes up and attaches itself to you to breed. l I cut it off and into little bits. Some guy is worried about being found out.
5/15/1996
In bed with Brooke from All My Children-she needs therapy. I wander around and back to bed with someone else and we’re looking for a place to have sex. Some ball falls from the sky, bounces around, finally blows up, makes lava fall from the sky and I look for shelter. Climb up some building and jump off with others several times.
5/14/1996
On a sub at port, sleeping on a small deck, try to get shore accommodations-too late, go back and take a shower. See my name for special KP duty. Everyone is looking for me-they come into the shower room. Todd Ostergard tells me to visit him in the engine room and gives me directions.
5/13/1996
At 30700, the gang is messing around in the rain. Grope around a bit.
5/12/1996
Going through some field, chased by some group. Go down some aisle, someone follows, get to a fence, go through. Find out password, go into Bill Gates’ house, looking for computer, walk all around. The cops come and some guy tells us to leave.
5/11/1996
In a thrift shop, look at and play a banjo-some guy hassles me to let his girlfriend play. They leave with the banjo. I start looking at a cosmetics box with some neat stuff in it. Some guy is insulting me-calling me female.
5/10/1996
At some school, have a play to write for English with J.D. Sullivan. I have handwritten part, so has he, I start putting it in the PC. I’m also working on a test. I wander around, go to class-Kramer from Seinfeld breaks the cable to the monitor-I scream. I save to a floppy and try to get onto JD’s PC.
5/4/1996
At a movie (Song Remains the Same) with some girl, we get rowdy and I fight with some guy. She throws something at him and he messes himself up-she gets guilty.
Hanging out at some house, messing around. Wander in and out.
4/30/1996
Flying some plane around, run into power lines and feel the field, get out and land.
4/28/1996
I’m a teenager, lying around outside some bar. Mess around with the gang. I get up and look at the band in another building. I come back and everyone’s gone.
4/27/1996
At Cayman Nautilus, working out, cut it short and go into martial arts class.
In an office. Work in back room and Holly comes in and lays on couch. I lay out a sleeping bag and leave. Alberto bitches that she’s using the back room.
4/23/1996
Playing hockey with some pro team. Score a bunch of goals and they mistake me for someone famous. The famous dude is there. It turns into a big calisthenics floor full of people and I search for a place to stand. I bitch about how easy it is. I tell some guy about knee problems.
4/22/1996
At US for a reunion. In a suit, listen to a US CD, talk about LA and stuff with guys. Look at weird figure/ground pictures that end up Christian. I start flying up and down and start calling on Satan and Christ. I wake up energized.
In Grand Cayman wandering around. Go into some bars with Dad. Try eating, but all the food has meat in it. talk to some guy about living cheaply in Cayman.
My guitar has acid holes in it, then acid starts falling from the sky, we try to dodge the drops. We go outside-drops are still there. I go out and realize it’s an illusion and that stops the drops.
4/21/1996
In a building with Prince’s entourage-putting together a show. Getting hassle from Morris Day. Walk around the office. Get ready to leave. Walk through some trees and try to get an interview before deadline. Finally get it from the columnist I’m subbing for. Decide to go into the community before they seal the doors.
