{"id":10825,"date":"2019-08-16T13:41:54","date_gmt":"2019-08-16T20:41:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ericallen.x10host.com\/?p=10825"},"modified":"2019-08-16T13:41:57","modified_gmt":"2019-08-16T20:41:57","slug":"a-big-breath-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ericallen.x10host.com\/?p=10825","title":{"rendered":"A big breath out"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-background has-small-font-size\" style=\"background-color:#75edf0\"><strong>Please <a href=\"https:\/\/paypal.me\/ericmathewallen?country.x=US&amp;locale.x=en_US\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener nofollow\">tip the writer<\/a>. Whatever amount you like-every little bit helps, and I&#8217;ll do a shoutout. We are always short of cash, especially with a big mortgage. Let me know if you or someone you know needs web design\/development-my rates aren&#8217;t bad, and I&#8217;m more than pretty good at it. Java\/database\/AWS\/UI too. ThankYouVeryMuch!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maybe I should do this more often. I was doing it daily-ish for awhile, but ran out of stuff to say, or things going on. Guess I&#8217;m either not exciting or not wordy. Or both. I need to practice my musical instruments more than I need to do this. And stop watching TV. Wish me luck. Didn&#8217;t happen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tuesday morning, still waiting on stuff. And it&#8217;s time to go, and still a moving target. Writing designs, things change, write them again. We&#8217;ll see.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Wednesday am, still waiting on access. Have good solid designs-I think I&#8217;ll write code, in the absence of concrete anything. Good w\/o last night-change of paces are tough, t&#8217;ai chi was good too. M is working hard as well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Thursday morning. I finally got to the database through IntelliJ-Toad failed at this&#8230;I should get in touch with Debbie, who still works there. No matter-I have code written, and can look at the database now. Pretty quiet at home-C went to a party with kids from his Micha&#8217;el 8th grade class. My arms and chest are sore-hard workout on Tues. I&#8217;m having trouble with sitting for long periods-my chair is broken and low, and the bus and train aren&#8217;t much better. Both of my work shoes need gluing. Totally out of $$$-glad payday is tomorrow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Friday noon-I think I&#8217;m going to call this-weekly posting schedule? Maybe. Things are moving forward. Got paid, but lots of bills, so I need to figure out what to do. Paycheck will likely disappear very quickly. Not much else-just hanging out at home. Paid a few, had to change renters insurance, need to revisit two of them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Links\/viddys. brighter side: I saw one on Twitter with a teacher taking in a disabled former student. Not so bright: don&#8217;t even want to go there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Page 23, sentence 5: &#8220;&#8221;You look tired,&#8221; she says, but that&#8217;s not an invitation for me to tell her my woes.&#8221;, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/ASIN\/1681443856\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" aria-label=\" (opens in a new tab)\">Way Down Dark<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Maybe I should do this more often. I was doing it daily-ish for awhile, but ran out of stuff to say, or things going on. Guess I&#8217;m either not exciting or not wordy. Or both. I need to practice my musical instruments more than I need to do this. And stop watching TV. 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