{"id":10383,"date":"2019-01-21T23:14:33","date_gmt":"2019-01-22T07:14:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ericallen.x10host.com\/?p=10383"},"modified":"2019-01-21T23:14:37","modified_gmt":"2019-01-22T07:14:37","slug":"who-and-when-if-not-you-if-not-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ericallen.x10host.com\/?p=10383","title":{"rendered":"Who, and when. If not you, if not now."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-background has-small-font-size wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"background-color:#75edf0\"><strong>Please <a href=\"https:\/\/paypal.me\/ericmathewallen?country.x=US&amp;locale.x=en_US\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener nofollow\">tip the writer<\/a>. Whatever amount you like-every little bit helps, and I&#8217;ll do a shoutout. We are always short of cash, especially with a big mortgage. Let me know if you or someone you know needs web design\/development-my rates aren&#8217;t bad, and I&#8217;m more than pretty good at it. Java\/database\/AWS\/UI too. ThankYouVeryMuch!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Here I am again, trying to figure out what to write. Not much is coming-I have to leave for home in a few minutes, so I think I&#8217;ll pick this up after I settle down at home. Didn&#8217;t happen. I&#8217;m in bed&#8230; So not really much to say that I haven&#8217;t said before. I like to watch skiing. I want to make music and teach t&#8217;ai chi. Skiing would be nice. Dreams, dreams, dreams. Maybe some time, maybe never.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tuesday afternoon. I think that&#8217;s a song title-Moody Blues? I saw them once in Cleveland as a teenager-trying to get in the good graces of a girl I wanted. She was having none of it, so I ended up making time with another girl I wanted less. Story of my life&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now Friday night, in bed. Long week, lotsa crises at work. Had to get up super early this morning, and it didn&#8217;t help. No gamelan, no gig. Doing this on an iPad mini from work. So slick-everything is crystal clear. Now I need a path to using this for everything. W\/o Tues. &amp; tonight-pretty decent-M &amp; I are starting on the long Yang form. Wish us luck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Noon on Saturday, sitting at the kitchen table, drinking cafe au lait, tabletising. Kitchen is tidied, oatmeal for breakfast, shared with S. Breezy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Monday afternoon, at work. Tired. Went through my storage yesterday, put my wayang puppets on the wall by my keyboard. Made a little music Sat. night until late. Church with S only. W\/o-not bad, still working on the long t&#8217;ai chi-15% through-this is gonna be a slog. We figured if we keep the pace we&#8217;re at, we&#8217;ll be done by mid-April or so. Not sure-there&#8217;s 111 moves, and we&#8217;re at #17. A lot to remember&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tuesday afternoon, at work, not tired. That&#8217;s better. Got my teeth cleaned this morning, one small cavity that needs work. 2 bigger things, but not pressing. Pretty mellow otherwise-my staffing co. wants to give me more $$$-woo-hoo!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Weds. AM, I have to return my old work laptop that I have at home so I don &#8216;t have to lug my new one back and forth from home every day-rrrrr. If I could get the iPad mini on the VPN I might be able to not do that-all I need is access to the app, monitor, log miner and raw logs&#8230;oh whell. Good w\/o last night-negatives, and I&#8217;m feeling it today. I was talking to M about our progress and how it&#8217;s nice to have someone to workout with-motivation and all that, and I&#8217;ve done this before, and I&#8217;m coaching him. I&#8217;m actually not making a lot of progress lifting-wise-a few exercises have increased 10-30 pounds. The big difference is cardio-I was never focused on cardio-skate to\/from or treadmill-I never ran or did any higher intensity cardio work, and I was a gym-goer for a good 16 years-&#8217;78 through &#8217;96 (London was a wash). Also, doing the long Yang form will make a big change.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Thurs. PM, watching ski jumping &amp; tennis. Saw the trailer for the new John Wick movie. Busy at work. Gamelan last night-a bit rusty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sat night. Pretty quiet-slept late, made overnight oatmeal in my new to me small crockpot-so yum yum. Tidy, laundry, watched skiing, shop, dinner. W\/o last night-pretty usual-I think my cardio shape is coming back. Up to #25 in t&#8217;ai chi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Monday-I think I&#8217;ll call this. Sun.-rice for breakfast, church, some guy wanting food, binz, shop, w\/o-worked hard, up to #27. Didn&#8217;t vacuum, but most everything else is fine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Links. brighter side: <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" aria-label=\"silly cats (opens in a new tab)\" href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/MusicIsMagico\/videos\/901121853422911\/\" target=\"_blank\">silly cats<\/a>, <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" aria-label=\"guilty dogs. (opens in a new tab)\" href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/471336970016651\/videos\/1065134527001634\/\" target=\"_blank\">guilty dogs<\/a>. Not so bright: everything else.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Page 23, sentence 5.\u201cWhat kind of product or service does she want to help grow, and how senior in her role does she aspire to be?\u201d, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/ASIN\/0143129341\/ericallen-20\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" aria-label=\" (opens in a new tab)\">The Career Manifesto<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Here I am again, trying to figure out what to write. Not much is coming-I have to leave for home in a few minutes, so I think I&#8217;ll pick this up after I settle down at home. Didn&#8217;t happen. I&#8217;m in bed&#8230; So not really much to say that I haven&#8217;t said before. I like &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/ericallen.x10host.com\/?p=10383\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Who, and when. 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