Tough, tough life.

tip the writer-another tough money week…I think that’s my future-every week is going to be bad.

On the bus, Tuesday. It’s crowded-I had a panic attack last year on a bus like this-only apprehension today. E made me a cover for my cables, home earlyish, dinner, practice the other church piece. Had to switch over on the project-ack. And Db stuff. Weds., gamelan tonight. W/o last night-I kicked Matt’s butt with negatives. Gamelan was fun-new piece is challenging. Odd dream. No choir practice. Up early Friday, to work early, home early?No-missed the early bus, and the bus home was very late. W/o, chill.
Got to meet C’s gf, Costco-got the flu shot-insurance didn’t pay, C is shopping for frames. Home, Church Sun., no choir, but played drums on one and bass on another. Meeting, home, M to libe, very tired-slept in the car, M driving practice, home-still tired, no w/o, Olympics, to bed early. Slept almost all night, still tired. Flu shot?
Def. flu shot-it’s Tuesday and I feel better, but still a bit off. I went to bed early-ish, and slept most of the night. Work, home late-bus driver hit a car, w/o, dinner, Olympics, bed, up-forgot dreams, to work-just a mess. Less so, but still… Yet another “thoughts and prayers” moment. It will never end…maybe it will. The students are speaking out.
Gamelan-things went better. Another day-busy trying to get stuff working. Failed. Some stuff is better, but still failing. Choir went good. It’s Friday, which is nice, but the pressure is starting to build.
Now, Monday. It’s been snowing a little, but not enough to bring the city down. Cleaned all Saturday, C has a bad sore throat, church Sun., song went well, shop, libe, the usual. It’s Tuesday, supposed to have a snowpocalypse this afternoon. And it was not bad-I was able to make it into work with only a minor delay-YakTrax are awesome. Gamelan got canceled, more snow, slept in a bit, in to work only a bit late. Dealing with messy stuff at work, but getting through it. So far. Had a weird waking dream thing yesterday afternoon.
Friday! Came in early, leave early…Left early-home, hang out, w/o, watched the new Blade Runner. It’s gorgeous and the music is amazing. The plot, well, it’s noir, so meh-interesting, but not up to SF standard. Cleaned the house Sat., church Sun., S & E to friends’ for felting, M to libe, pickup both, S has a small futon bed in our room now, shop, w/o, dinner, bed. C has a new girlfriend, and he spends all his time there, so I pick him up most nights.
It’s Monday-I should get this posted-maybe someone will tip me…

Links. brighter side: puppies and kittens? Adorable sea creatures? Nope-sick, sad world. Thanks, Daria. Not so bright: America the Pariah, How We Could Have Avoided Donald Trump, The Bankruptcy of the American Left, Rural Christian white America has a dark and terrifying underbelly

Page 23, Sentence 5: “History tells us that when people pursue only their own national interests, there is strife and war.”, An appeal to the world

Listening to: a lot of stuff, but the phone & iTunes are a) not marking last played date and b) can’t copy them from iTunes even if I did know it.

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